annana- Eiffel & Paris & milky twilight :))

2008-05-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

by min!~HA HAH A.thank you my friend:)

2007-12-24T08:28:00.000-08:00

sorry bout that post .heee~
I cried for more than an hour ,sittin` infront of the
comp screen .With mirin tryna comfort me.
hahhs~
I wanted to let all my feelings out .Cryin s the best way & I swear
i cry like a baby .U could imagine haw desperate i look.
heee~//
So ,i shut the comp & grab my book to read till
i fall asleep., .
Kinda sad ,but enta la eh.~//

So today is a happy day.
Because i have this really exciting good news for myself.
I receive a letter from MOE.
& i wasnt really interested but dad persuaded me to open it.
I went to harun s room & then bukak la.
So. ..............fastforward .I ignored it.&.
Harun :Na!
me:ape?
Harun:na tau tk letter tuh psl ape?
me:enta .na jdi teacher .haHaha~
Harun:Mepek kau. (passin` me the phone)
me:asl?(takin e phone)
so i talked to Shay.
She explain to me this whole letter thingy.
& tt MOE offer me some sort of scholarship to Nafa (academy of FineArts).
heee.~
im so happy.
heheee/
im super lazy to xplain la.
Ha hAh haha ~//
ok ela ,sorry.
So i l study 3 yrs in nafa & graduate with a Diploma in Art(Teaching)
followed by a yr in NIE to get a Diploma in Art Education.
yes~ & i get monthly bursary :)
& after sch ,i get a contract of 5yrs teachin` in SecSchs.
& then off !on my own .omggashh., I am happy.

I hope it will happen.

Dad didnt noe yet.
I dont feel like tellin` him uhh.

2007-12-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

ISH ,SIAL AH.
AKU BENCI SIA KAU.BODO BETUL.
IRRITATIN EH KAU .MCM BKN MANUSIA SIA.
BODO BETUL .AKU BENCI SIA BILE KAU BUBAL NAN AKU.
EVEN SATU PERKATAAN PUN BLEH BUAT AKU MARAH.
BOD O SIA ~EEEEEEEEE ,CHIBAI AR .GI MATI AR DGN EGO BER-KG2 KAU.
SIAK BETUL .EEEEEEEE!`~MEPEK SIA KAU.
UGHH ~JGN STEP MANE NER DISPLINE EH BODO.
JGN STEP NAN SOUND AKU NONSENSE2 AH .KAU LIHATLAH DIRIKAU
SENDIRI .DISPLINE KE ?STAKAT BANGUN PAGI JE .GI MAMPUS
AR EH .AKU BENCI KAU .SUMPAH SIA BENCI .AKU PUN TK SUKE
SGT DUDUK RUMAH NI .TIDO RUMAH MAKCIK AKU LAGI BEST.
DIE LAGI PANDAI JAGE AKU DARI KAU .KAU ,SKIT2 MENGAMOK
SKIT2 MCM CHBAI.

PUKIMAK ,AKU BENCI KAU CHIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BENCI KAU MCM SIAL.
KAU MMG AR .TAEK .KEDEKUT NK MAMPOS.
SIAL AR ,AKU TAK HERAN AH BODO DGN KAU.,
MCM BABI.
EGO MCM SUNDAL .PERANGAI PUN SAME.
SIAL .SIAL.

i went shopping with mirin.
we are happy ,just the 2 of us.

i fcuk i feel like killin` u ,muthefcuker.

2007-12-18T23:43:00.000-08:00

I need to do another canvas.
but..
Im a tit bit lazy bout it.
guhhhhhhhh~ hmmm ,can anybady help me.
So what s up eh //yest ,n level .
mirin get 9points :)h ahaha ~Congratulations.
all my girls get below 10., . :):):)
Told ya gona do fine. .After tt mkn with the n level students all~
hahhs//

Then went to mirin s house to transfer gamba & then sleep
sleep sleep /.nyahhahhhhsa~
LEpas tuhh kite balekkkkkkkkkk ,like terrrrrrrr..!~/
I meet him again ard 1am .HAhaHaHahAAhaHAHh~
just because i have this craving for F&N cherryade & McFlurry.
Mak datook ,its like a really cold rainy night .weEeHeHEheEe//
then die meet padle & mil & i go to sleep horrrrr.
Ngantok nk mampusss ~I actually fall asleep when he was talkin` to me =,=
& i feel like playing pool again.
but then ,Tt day when i treat him pool ,I suck after he compliment me =,= =,= =,=
I lose 4-2 just because last min tt black ball went in with the white ball.
if not 4-3 oke .HAHAhAHaHAh~//
BODO uhhhhhh. //./,/

hello.
byebye.

\thhen today i stilll need to do the canvas.
haHAhh~!

2007-12-16T10:28:00.000-08:00

hello .so tmr will be n level result.
to all my n level friends ,i really hope uu guuys masuk sec5.
heh ehEHeheh ,.jgn putus asa la .lagi2 aqyls., .
h ah ahaha ., .//
& mirin s taking his result pun .hahhs~he want to hug me until
he reach the schoolhall until he get his result cus takut =,=
aku sepak muke kau baru tau ~kedi betul.
nyAHaHhSHhhs//~~~/. /

Anyhooo ,to day i am treatin` mirin to pool.
because i last went to pool at Grandlink with him & padle & mil
& mcm geram sia da dpt maen pool after like sooooooooooooooo long.
Then kan .the place is so diff now .nye nye @!~reminds me
of so much stuffs there .I used to go there almost
everyday with bdk2 ubi & hell i love it when it was just
us .everyday lpak pat headquarters min jugak .haHAha~
when me & akim get caught by Mr.Ariff .haHA hAHa~mangkok
nk mampos .& ....ummmmm ,when my grandpa was still alive ,
sittin` at the SeniorCitizen corner .cute kn tapi
slalu kene kacau dgnn korg .jahat sia~//skrg he da meninggal :(

hahhs~ fcuk .now my leg is like painful.
haHAha..ade scratch .then bleeding~
oke exageratin` abit but fcuk ,i dont know what to do right now.
Talkin` to mirin until im so sleepy tt i could be suddenly talkin about
things tt are not related to the conversation .I was half dead ,easy la.

So ,Im partly happy at home cus c wi topup my hp & i can
msg & receive & call
im partly hhappy cus i borrowed mirin s guitar & FINALLY ,i can
strum again in my so called rent room .HAhaHahaha~~..
mum used to nag 'tinguk ah dekni ,tk guitar tido ,tak tido guitar'
hAHAHAHAHA~~//
nnt die start lagi ah.
bye la ,tak kesa .haHAhaHhh., .

2007-12-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

hello .I ve been away.
I am feeling finee.
But part of me is very restless.
some part of me .My Friends.
I miss every single one of them .Even friends
that i just gave a smile pass them evrytime
i bump into them in bet classes or breaks.
I miss them .But the holiday keep streching & ,there s no
sign of our happy2 bersama rakan2 :(I miss everysingleoneof u.
Like as if u guys were my boyfriends.
I miss them ;when they kept bullying me .ignoring me because i was talkin`
some lame shits & they were like 'krit krit' then laugh 2 secs after i end my
story .hahhs~
Thats the reason why i put up all the old times in school photos at Friendster.
I simply miss them..
GunduGangss .Everryone of them.

Yes ,life with mirin now is undescribe-able.
He ve make me laugh like a monkey when Im tattooing(with pen) him
on the chest while he was lying on his bed & i suddenly
go 'So...what make u get this tattoo?'..
ha hah aha~
his bed?
no ,we have boundaries .He totally Respect me ;
& i do too~Since my friends are workin` or i dont noe ,I
spent my time painting at his house ,watch DVDs ,sleep &
eat & being crazy. he even took care of me when i fell sick .Let me fall asleep in bed & then plant a really
soft kiss on my forehead .I could feel it but i acted like i didnt ,then i sense that he was still lookin`
at me sleepin` ,open my eyes & yes ,he s there :) even let him dig my nose.
Ok snap off ppl !hahhs~ oke i stopped at 'being crazy'.
But .I ve tone down .Without my friends ,I could never be as crazy.
Simply miss them .hahhs~
& then I ve gone overseas to Malacca with emily s family & c wi (cikwiwi)& then have countless
sleepovers at my aunt c wi because i simply dont feel belong at home.
The atmosphere so stiff for me ,well ,minus my adeks noises ,everytime i step
home ,its like ,that room (my room) tt im heading to is what i ve rented & tt dad
was the owner .I rarely make eye-contact with him since the day he hit me.
I rarely spoke to him unless asked .such cold-hearted girl , he s the one who provide u with ur daily needs
& money.
Dont even think about it man .He d only give me $10 since holiday started.
Let s just say .Stingy ,is the exact word .C wi was the one whose been makin` my holidays
less bumped .She gave me some money & she make me occupied ,& make me happy just by bringin`
me out .I owe her alot .She help me find jobs & even call me to tell me to behave.
I seriously owe her alot .I promise myself if i ever get lucky to get a job ,my first pay
is to treat her even if it ll cost me my whole 1stpay :)love her.

Other than tt ,she hooked me up with a job that is to paint.
I paint what ppl want & got paid :) paid for talent ;like min said.
hahhs :)good aint she ?I just got back from her house ,sleepover again.
ha ha ha~

Other than tt also ,there s my auntie lagi satu who just tie the knot tghr
last Sun & now at their Honeymoon destination .When i ter-ingat them ,im like
'oke ,they re probably shaggin` now in bed ,or the carpeted floor ,or
right behind the front door or..toilet 'hah aha~ sorry la .But like ,honeymoon
is mostly about gettin enough of each other .Shaggin` everynight .have
amazing sex with ur soulmate .hahhs~kn ?a uhh .jgn Bedek ah tk.

heheee .so here i am ,still missin` my dear friends so much.
tmr is 2 of GunduGang s sweet16 .We ve made every one sweet16 so special
its hardly anyone of us would forget :):)
That s haw lovely they are.
& not forgettin` my Semangkes & my nazzy cousin.
Im not forgetting my other friends like Rifhanation.
Just that maybe im missing school too much.
hahhhs ,all the cool laughin` gas ppl .haHAhahhhs~~//
I managed to get thru lalala just now & ishh ,sial ah ,happy.

& the start of holiday was so different from last yr.
I had this weird dream when im away at Malacca.
twice.
I shudnt tell .No ,oke i wont .,
I shall shut down from tt memory,.

& eversince life s so much different now ,I ve been
becoming a bookworm .Yes ,i bring a book everywhere
i go & I had myself a Crosswordpuzzle too~//
It really help .other than the sometimes irritatin`eyepiece
which is stuck in both my ears with blastin` music ,forcing my eardrums
to suck it in.
yes ,forcin`.
its been a permanent routine for normal teens to plug in their
earpieces once they re out of the house to somewhere .HAhaHaha~
Im ,sadly ,one of them :)

ha ha~so ,i think i havta go now .
min s buggin me abt my url.
anyhooooooo ,Hady s the 1st Asian Idol.
haw sweeet~
& unexpectedd.

2007-12-01T12:21:00.000-08:00

age snce i last step in here.
haH hAHh~
everything s fine.
I have plans everyday to keep me out of the house.
haHAha~~

haw was prom ?It was a hellava night!~I swear
we dance like there was no tomorrow .With the disco-like
lights & the dancefloor ,omg ,it was crazy.
I ve nver seen my gungus groove like that.
We got flowww yawwwwww~~~~//I swear it was Great.
More than great ?definitely :):):)
Prom king & queen was cool too~ They re a couple since
sec 1 ,so its been 4 yrs & endin` high sch as prom queen
& king was like happy ever after .Triple Bonus .Seriously sehh.
Haw i wish~

Monster fetch me & we went home tgether :):)
he was wearing black & white too(my prom s theme)so i told him
me:'cheyy ,black&white kepe ..nk join in the flow ah nie..'
him:'abee......back&white ,msuk prom u ,jadi worst dress sia .HAHaha~
tkla ,nk try baju baru kn..'
AHhAHhHhHh .whateve eh kauu., .

So ,I at aunt s house now & im preety happy being here.
I dont like home .After what dad did ,u think i ll ever want to
look at ur face again ?knnachibai.
HAh aHHhh~u shoud just kill me u noe rashid.
at least when God ask me why i die ,I could proudly said
'Rashid killed me :)'.HAhHhHh~~//fcuk u la ,for i really dont care.

So ,what s next .Its been 2 mnths & blablabla weeks or days since i ve known
monster .HAHhhAHhh~
& if there s no one else ,at least there s monster who could always
hear my braggins` everydy .hAHAhHhh//
life is much more easier that wayy.

oo ,at last i get to go out with my 3 irritatin` semangkes.
hAHahhh//~& then monster ,adabelle & haris joined in.
Then ade gaduhh .huhuUUuU//~si keding pakai heelies (gitu eh spell?its the
shoe where there s wheels hidden below) nk carik gaduh with monster.
HAHHhHh~kekunikans.........wateve~aqyls should stop that
keding..
& 'Kalau kau nk jadi gangster mcm ak ,belilahh heelies '-haris.
HAH AH AHAHA ! ~irritatin` betul.,

Oke why aku at aunts house ?because im painting her this hugeeee
canvas & i got to stayover at her house :)good enuf!~
she wants flowers .hmmmm ,what should i do eh.., .
it have to be fabulous ,cus she s been the Greatest auntie
on Earth!~I owe her alot u noe..,

hahhs~oke ah ,da boringg uhhh~//
byebye.

2007-11-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

swimming with Yasirah&Faris ,Yaisyah&Hakim (weehee~) Me&Mirin ,Ayul&Apis ,Aini&Furkan (goin to ah) .ha haHa hA~
Today is happy & fun day !~ :):)
i loved it !~but boring sia everybady have no money xcept for me & him & furkan & yaisyah.
HA haHA haHA ,naemind ,at least aku tk lokek.
HA ha ha ,thanks baby for the nasi ayam :)
we went to JuronggSwimminComplex !~with my lilbruthers., .
YAyYyYy~ ha haha .happy sia kite semua.
ARep came & die tak swim .why ?jage rambot =,=
i miss him sia....................... ..,
then da night ,dad&mum pick lil bruthes so i went with them all.
go bugis to Eat :):):)
huhuUUUUUUuuuUUuu /Then i want milkshake but he wont let me buy :(
stupiddddddddddude .Kite go back & the MRT was scary.
mcm stuck2 gitu cus suddenly it rained so heavily .hishhh~//

heheHEhEHee ,mon was suppost to get my prom
but.................... .enta ,tak jadi.
so i spent my day watchin DVDs at mirins until night., .
then kite go out beli MacFlurry.
Im in love with cold creammy food now :):):):):)
like icecream ,or cheesecake ,or milkshake .god dammnit!\`
baby buy for me icecream again!~

2007-11-17T04:03:00.000-08:00

hello hello!~
naverminsd oke ikann !~later when i become a Career woman ,i ll get a bust implant &
braces =,= do i need that ?no la .,
but just to make u happy bloody fcuker.
Yayys!~ anymore darling ?haw abt ur bloody identity ?u know ,u shud
improve on ur bloody pengecutness ,then ,we can talk.
have a Nice day!~

weEeE~~//
I had Deepavali Lunch just now with my pri sch friends :):)
full of lauughters!~ best best.
ha ha ha ,oke DAd s giving me money for prom.
i mean ,he havta !~because he s being so irritating bout me finding a job.
this that this that.
I was wondering what i ll be doing with my hair .hmmm,
i have this idea in my mind ,but then ,its like the idea of
a dumb blonde .It makes no sense at all ,not to me ,but to
the hairdresser that ll be doing my hair .ha ha ha~~~//
there s dance yest i think ,but tak pergi.

makcik i masuk hospital .NAzihahh !~i just got the news on Thurs.
my mumm had the same illness ,previously too~//
she ll be fine oke Darlinggggg.

hello to ema & fadhlie :):)
yeah ,i know its not her.,
i know her ,to a certain extend ,thou.
thats just not haw she roll.
nyahhs !~~so ,i wont be affected at all.
anyway ,that imposter ,nice try ,i love it!

hmmmmm ,why do ppl do hate tags?
hAH ah aha~~ actually im fine with it.
& i went to fad s blog .hell that hate tag bloody writes
just like me .with the '~' & the ':):)' & '`' & 'nyahahahh' .oo my oo my.
what a person .hate-tags ?count me out.
I dont do such bloody things.
i ve got sooooooo much more things to waste on than tt.
But if i were to ;it d be verbally rather than virtually.

kukuKUkukukUkuSingGGing awaYyyy~
hmmmmm ,i am bored to DEATH.
i dont like staying at home.
i dont like staying at home.
the only reason for me to be a stay-home
kidd if there is a plan.
cheeyyyyyybahh ,Plan kepe .yahh ,a plan
to paint or draw or conteng2 my room with my
oil paint .ha ha haHA ha~
i kinda like my room ,far from messy.
i had it cleaned .no more SEC sch means no more a4 papers
lying ard .then ,there s the pile of clothes
which i threw bcause a new baggage of it will come in.
susun baju .h aha haH aha~threw all e begs ,best sia!
terus bilik nampak suci je.
tapi bedsheet merepek sia.HAhaHAhA~// square2.
tampal my 2 portraits ,creative ahkononn .cheyy ,tade kene
mengene.
ha hah a!~

Oke ,its been a longgggggg post again.
happy reading .tmr is Sunday ,cant wait for monday,
shopping again .haha!~
everyday shopping .gerek dok.

2007-11-13T03:53:00.000-08:00

hello .Today is the Day that i ll be Summarising all the things
that ve happen AFter 6th .Which is my O level s last paper.
but then again ,Official .,my last paper was Today.haha~ :):)

So ,after 6th ,is 7th ,like terrrrr~ =,=
It was my Date :):)
I wore something pleasantly girly & wangi!
Picked me up at the Lift & off we go.
To bugis .He wanted a Tiger shoe .Yeah ,Red.
bla bla blaaaaaaaaa...., .,
We went shoppinggggggggggggggg :):):):)
dont havta list down all my items ,we just ,SHOP.
our Lunch ?yay!~ excited sia~.,.we ate a Breeks @ Taka.
with my favourite drink !~OCEAN :):)
stupid sia ,pat taka sesat .ni ah jln dgn org asing.~//
& the girl took pictures with the TALL shining Christmas Tree &
the boy kepo =,=
After that ,they went to Cathay ,shop again.,
then when to Dhouby G .shop again & buy 4 mummy ribbons!//.
hah ha ha~ there s this grpp of immature girls ,very irritating u know.,
weEEEEEeee //then kite makan bende sotong mix with banyak bende
yg amat sedapp .ha haha~~//cume no chilli sause.
ha haHah //then the 2 monyets walk all the way to MarinaSquare.
they sat at SecretRecipe ,for like 5 mins ?look at the menu & the monyet boy
asked the girl if there s drinks like Starbuck .She said no .They got off &
they went to Riverside StarBucks .He bought her OreoCheesecake (Iffah s fav :) )
& a coffee drink :):) The girl took Picture like crazy ,shoik sendiri.
~~Sat under the bridge & enjoyed every last minute.
Sent me home & its only 1145 :( dowana go home sioa~

& then the next Day ,oke i forget i do what =,=
haHaHaHwhwHahuAhaHAhwHAu!`~
hmmm ,but i remembered i when out on that day too~//
oo ya !~i went to Bugis ,.the boy wanted a nose piercing.,
ha hah ah ahah ah aha,,/..like the sis also =,=
Ate Burger King Student Meal .That day was like so nantok sia.
asl eh ?mkn burger king tetido2 =,= ha hah a/
i bought my belly again .ha hah aha//$3 pe mahal bola die.
i wanted to buy this belt skali tunggu die cocok lobang die ,telupe.
went to kakak s house ,take key & back to that monyetboy s house.
Tido~ ha ha hah a.,

& Friday go JB.
ha ha h ahaH ah a~
beli DVDs bape banyak .ha hAh aH//AMerican pie baru!
Celebrate Deepavali at uncle s house there ,mkn Chaapati.,
Seduppppppppppppp~!~~~~~~~~

Then on Sat ,berkhelahh ,SENTOSA SYGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!~~~~~~~~~`//
YAyAyay// everybady werld kambbeng mama.
so left 2 not werld ppl .ha hah ahAHa Ha~BROken eng.
we went to Sentosa & siloso beach s bridge was blocked.
donno for what .When to PAlawan beach !~happy happy la sia
pat sane .seblahh bridge .Kite nak terjun2 ,da excited2 eh ,
skali ade Lifeguard on the go la babee =,= Boooooooooring.
But then ,still best :)the monyetboy campak2 me mcm wrestlingg.
ha hah aha//we had ,cheeseburger ,sandwitches (i make) ,the
coffee milkshake with chips which the boy said tasted like Starbucks/
HA ha haHa ~had funnn sial.
then there s this irritating couple ,air da surut baru nak dtg.
smoke2 ,after that they swamm .ingatkn ape ,pat laut ,cium2 irritatingg.
kite step kepo2 ,atu muke lelaki tu facing kite ,muke stim2 cine ,mintak
kene stfu sia .Bodoo~~atu tanak stop sia dieorg ciumm .budo/!
Then all the way while we re swimming ,ade 1grp of matminahrep.
There s this 1 minah ,rambut blonde kerak2 hightlight kepok mcm biase.,
nak swimmin ,tapi matai die yg angkat die ,so rambut tak kene air .then
baju LittleMiss LittleMiss Bladibladiblaaaaaa~....,,,,., ,,.aku lempa die pat
tenga2 laut ,mampus nanges kering.., //ha ha~
da abes cite .Irritating eh org2 mcm gini., .
Night was Vivo ,we bought SecretRecipe s MarbleCheesecake
which i am DYING for .TAsted so good ,i got so highh. & also
LongJohn ,Ate under the stars on the hilly grass at Vivo s rooftop.
cool u know~ & when home.,

Then on Sun was shopping day.., .againnm.,
with my fav aunty & cousins,.k.
kite nak eat ayam penyet ,but tak jadi ,almost eat at Breeks
then i say dowan .ah ahahAHa ~so we ate at this SanurIndonesiaRestaurant.,
Sedapp sia .SErvice pun best :):)Then we went shopping.,
ha ha ha~SEarch for my prom dress & got 3 Options.
WEEeeEEhEHHhHEe// happy lagi akuu., .im going for Option 2.
most probb .huhUUUuuuu//.~
& someone drew my portrait for $10 :):)
bla blablablabllaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
done!~

& on Monday ,i when to tamp.mall.
:):):):):)
There s this boy who sang Avril Lavigne s song with his guitar ,it
was so nice ,i stopped & listen :):)
oo ,MacDonald invented a new MAcFlurry for chocs lover.
get ready plain water sudaa if nk beli~
buy something againn .,ha hah a~korg nak denga story klaka.
kite pergi carik rumah aunty di tamp.
penat bodo ,da sesat ,da panas ,da jumpe ,sala rumah
carik lagi ,duduk playgrd ,da jumpe ,masuk.
tt aunt used to have a saloon but da tutupp so she have a mini one
in her house .Then kan ,monyetboy mintak buku colour2 die ah.
All the colours are unavailable & at last he asked 'what colour u have?'
She said 'like black ..i do for old ppl ,cover2 uban gitu'/
makkkkkkkkk ,buang mase tau .pKAi slipper ,jln =,=
beli mknan western ,balek rumah die ,tido.
his mummy balek ,mkn old chungkee .ha ha~sedap jugak eh.
kene nasihattttttt....

So tues was poa paper !~today la tuhh ,after that
had a WONDERFUL 2hr mini breakfast with fish mai azie.
at Mac .fish tak abes .padehal die yg ajak =,=
bought my monyet breakfast & sent to his home .
Then skejap je ,balek lagi ,siap go ArabStreet .Buy
kendarat s kain .My aunty gonna marryyyyyyy......
kendarat confirm beeeest .kendarat lelaki all wear topman
shirt with the 3 buttons .ha haha~style kn.
Ate at Banquet & then i go off ,meet monyet.
Cheyy tinguk Rundown .ha haha HA ha~
& here i am ,at home !~monyet pergi tamp beli topi =,=
huhuUuuuUu///////

So tmr ,i ll be staying over at aunts` bbcause the
nyonya want to take my ukuran for the kendarat s baju :):)
& i think i ll be shopping again :)
so happy so happy!~~~~//
My holidays are going on really well cept that finding
work is kinda stressful .hah ah a~althou i already have
some .Enta nak choose mane.,
& Sunday with Rifhan?
heheeeeeeee .,

I am missing ALOT of ppl sia.
chibaiiii.~~~~
ha haHah~
& i msis school & my friends :(
lagi2 chi-ah .ha hah a!~nnt aku call kau.
kau tinguk je,
oke ,abt the Tag ,i ll post later :):):):):):):):):)

2007-11-08T21:35:00.000-08:00

mcm sial pesial~

TOLONG AKU .,aqyls kau memang ah.,

aku mcmnak rembat sia tu pompan~

pukimakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

help me ./help me.,

help me help me help me., .

kiwak .,please ah .tamu ah cam gini.//

pegi bukak la ,pegi tutup kan.

please ah .please ah .favor sia.

BUT then again ,ugh!~

Thanks for making my Day eh sia.

hahh aha ha ha~sial pe sial.

2007-11-04T19:45:00.000-08:00

i need to draw sia~~
can die.

2007-11-03T19:33:00.000-07:00

Its been so long.
since.
i have the time.
to blog.

hello.
i wrote 2 letters yest.
for u & u too.,
i wanted to tell.
for i can hardly breathe.
now.,

i have ths feelings.
Someday.
tt i ll fall again.

Eversince.
o level s art.
I ve been missing.
my pencils &.
drawing papers.
The friggin` details.
facial features.
oo mann.

Im having a Date.
on the 7th.
yes.
& i hope it ll.
at least make me.
smile.

we ve been meeting.
till 3 in.
the morning.
once ,raining.
another ,bicycle ride.
once ,after work.
Thanks.
for making me.
feel so.
appreciated.

i.
miss.
blink 182 :(
such great band.

trillions of.
plan.
lined up after.
6th.

2007-10-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

People who says Raya is a bore or boring or kental
is very wateve.
nyahhsS~ ape nie korg ??HAri yg mulia ,yg seharusnye
bergembira ,korg ckp boring,
Kalau New Yeear ,Christmas ingat eh .happy happy eh =,=
tak ingat dunia lagi .wahahhaHahAha`~//

To all who wish me HARI RAYA ,thank you oke :):):)
gue kene save prepaid la syg syg yeeeeeeeee~ //hehoooooo!

Anyway ,today is O level s Prac .Not gonna talk about it.
Rush home & then go jln raya with Bedok Northians .,
ha hah a ha ha~~ i wore white withhhhhhhhhhh milommmm!
YAYYy .,happy & fun & happy & best & funny.
whEehehEe ,oOo ,i love strutting around Singapore with my
donnoe haw many inch heels !~makes me feel soooooooooooooo
proud to be a young woman .Makkkkkkkkkk ,ha ha haha!
Oke saye gile sia .,.
aku baru balek .tapi aku nak klua lagi...............Boring sia.
pukul 1.25am ade bus tak eh..
harun shaying again .Everyday la dektu..,

Tomorrow go to school for awhile ,take maths
& byebye .h aha ~I want to eat at Simpang Bedok sehh.
nak mkn RotiJohn & ikan pari & tomyam .,or maybe
i should just order Golden Pillow ?hmmmmm ,confuse.
mkn pat BeachRoad pun best ape.

2007-10-07T20:12:00.000-07:00

When i was ,a young young girl ,they say ,my face look so different.

ha ha~ merepek.

& this is my crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy beepers :):):) hello korg!

Oke ,denga tak lagu baru ?ha ha ha~

I finally am enjoying life by myself again :) It feels grreat ,alas.

hmmmm ,aku sad .Because aku munye tongue piercing close lagi.

Irritating sia~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ takpe ,bulan puase kan ,kene bukak..

2007-10-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

hello my friends.
so ,for the past week ,I ve gone out to Breakfast
with gubbers & im lovin` it .Especially the noises we make
in the Restaurant .& our little irritating Video of TheBungaApi match.
ha ha!~ its a draw oke.

& yest ,managed to Breakfast with Aqlys & Friends.
Best & tiring .Somehaw .ha ha~
wasted alot alot of time thinking .&
bought RotiJohn for family :):)

huhuUuu~ Im partly happy ,partly worried.
worried cus i didnt study yest & today .GOsh~
haw much hours have i wasted eh ?& happy
because dad recently gave us a lump of cash to shop
for Raya :):):) but I plan to just save it .What a good kid!~
but i bought myself some stuffs which im preety satisfied!

Yayy~~~~happy happy timsum singg...
no no.
EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVES/.//........
WANNA FIND U THERE WANNA HOLD ON TIGHT.
TAKE MY HANDS ,TOGETHER WE ,WILL CELEBRATE......
cheyy cheyyy .ha ha~

ha ha ha ha ~aku suke .aku suke .Tenga anu puzzle
at MiamiInk webbie:):)
Omgggggggg ,the wind is really making my night.
best sia feeling die!~

O LEVEL O LEVEL O LEVEL.
RAINEEEEEEEEEEE BLAJA OIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!~~~~~~~~

Spotlights dont do u justice baby....
oh yeee .ur hips ,ur thigh ,u got me hypnotized.
cheyyy cheyy.
she wants it............................lalalaaa~~
kan ,ni means aku boring.

if i have an acoustic ,i wouldnt be
bragging here u know..........................

I ve been thinking about O level art .I ve completed
60% of it .Sent to the H.Q already!
Another 40% .hmmmm ,& the Qns will be release
next tues .Unfortunately ,havta drag myself to sch ,AGAIN.
Didnt turn up today ,last day of school.
PostPrelims makes school hours feels short ,still ,i didnt come.

ANYhoOOoooooooe ,,,,,,,,,This Year ,I got
an award in Best Subject again !Art art art art art.
heheheeee ;makes me happy babeeeeh :):):)
but i didnt attend the Rehearsal .Confirm Mr.Pay incharge ,confirm
sampai tua pun tak abes.
so, ,,,,,,,,Congratulation Rohana Rashid !Syabas ~
thank u..thank u........
(eh yas ,fish ,aku tau bile korg bace confirm dlm hati ckp ,shoik sendiri =,= lagi2 chi-ah.)
ha ha~ i dont care.

baby if ur reading. .............listen here~
please ....run as far as u can.......away from me..
u can go as far as u want .............go away .......just go somewhere i wont see u......
let go off my hands ............let go off everything that u took away from me ........
.................forget my name ......... forget all the words
i ve ever said to u ...................i dont love u.
just do me a favor ...& run faraway...................................i dont belong with u.
no ,ur not something special anymore ......we wont be anymore.
Finally ,i managed to walk away today ,baby.

Okeeeeeee y,kenape got soo many dotdotdot?
Techno .Haw unbored & funky can the sound get
in times like this ?ha ha ha hahahahAha~~

p .s ;I ve had the Best with u ,I cant possibly come back & make it best again.

2007-09-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

I WISH I COULD BE PREETY .NOT PERFECT ;JUST PREETY.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD GET
SOME FAT OFF BELOW MY CHEEKS ,OR
IS IT CALLED BOTOX?

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD GET
AN EYE LIFT.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD TIGHTEN
MY SKIN.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD GET A
NOSE JOB.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD GO
FOR ENDLESS TREATMENTS TO FLAWLESS
COMPLEXSION.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD MAKE
MY FACE TO A SIZE ZERO.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD HAVE
LASHES/BOOB/GIRL S PACK /TEETH TRANSPLANT.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD HAVE
A BOYFRIEND WHO LL PINCH MY NOSE WHEN
I KEEP COMPLAINING LIKE THIS.

OO HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD
JUST MIGRATE SOMEWHERE FAR ,START A NEW
& NEVER COME BACK.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD HAVE MY
ARWAH UNCLE ROSLEE BACK.

HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE IF I COULD JUST
SHUT UP & GO & DO MY ISYAK PRAYERS
BECAUSE ITS ALREADY 2 .20 INTHE MORNING.

& LASTLY ;HOW I WISH U WOULD KNOW ,SAYANG.

2007-09-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

hello ah .abes tuh kan ,die mcm., .

cheyy ,ha ha ha~ hehhehllo:):)
niari is utas nalub :):):):):):):):)
got a call ,YAY!~
hello BATISTA =p

hoheho ;next Friday will be exciting babe.
I need to Study now.
Hari Raya......O level.....Hari Raya......O level ~
that s haw it goes.

2007-09-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

darrlings ;)
Miami Ink have been very inspiring each week.
Gawwd ~ I wish i could try tattooing on someone s skin.,
like haw Kat does :) Ok ,dream on.

Today is Sunday ,Sunday is Madrasah day :) nyahhs s~
Buke at nenek s house :) & then when to SGH to fetch my aunt
& Geylang trip was cancelled :(wateve ,i was frustattted at that
time ,sitting at the back ,bringing my seat at low as i can.

Life have beeen very boring :)yeees ,boring .I ve been obsessed with
psp cus of Harvestmoon -,- .Shayy ,sorry oke .I was bored & hungry.
& yesterday ,i bought myself 2 little black Goldfish with a pair of bulging
eyes .with nice fins .Super Cute !~Their names ?Junior Mafia & Biggie small.
ha ha ha~ & I had another Turtle race with the 3 turtles & so stupidd .,None move =,=
Idiot sia .I kept pushing them ,give moral support la gitu ,but then ,sedihh aje.
HA ha haHah aH ahA~~~
dan aku berazam akan paint rumah aku this puase :):):)

2007-09-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

BATAM TRIP WITH KAWAN & SEC5:)):)

2007-09-14T02:25:00.000-07:00

FINALLY ,COMPLETE THE FRIGGIN`CANVAS.

o level punye ah .& i ll update

my friends one ,.Veery nice too~

2007-09-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

hello ;today i got alot to Bitch about .Since ,its not yet Sahur ,.
ha ha ha~

This is gona be a long post baby:)
On wed ,i was otw home & when i was walking under dangdut s territory when I saw
this little geek .Oo !It was Nadd peanadd. ha ha~
I sat with them .& they were talking about some hate hate things & boy ,it
totally switched on my eardrums .ha haHa~

So ,inspired by the whole TALK ,i went to InternetWorld back again
& i might just get a wrinkle with all the frownings & disbelieved expressions.
Gosh ,what a world to indulge in .
Then i went to see who s Fetfet ,hmmm ,she s Preety & fair .Then i saw
this girl in blue spag straps .Oo ,so ,i got it .Apparently ,
tryna be like Fetfet .SO i ve been told., whuWHuA/.

& ooke ,i really need to update my links .They re a history already.
Dont worry ,i will Link ikachu too~ just in case u tryna photocopy ,again.,
It ll be a Crime girl .Daymn~
I wonder putri p......... will have a blog .No ,i dont think she will.
& i clearly thinks she knows why .nyEeehahAhSssSSs~
& siak ah aqyls ,sape sia comment kau DIRRTYDANGDUTDANCE ?stop it sia.Die
comment mcm takde kene mengene dgn alam hidup kau .Ha haHa hA~!
anywae ;KFC Expired Chicken thighs eh adabelle :)(wont call u belle.,)
I read your blog .& haw s ur plan going with the hp thingy ?hehee//

What s up YAWWWW ,u the sex YAWWW.
u the hotstuff YAWWWW. YAWWW.~~~~
eyh ,u feel me ,Negro s?ha ha~ totally.
Oke fcuk shit ,I dont know what im blabbering about.
(insert your expression here)

Come to think of it ,I have my own Life ,They have their own Life.
So ,I thought its stupid of me to write what i ve just wrote ,but
oo well ,i just did it .huhuUuuuuU~~`~~`Why ?Cus i wrote it
with excruciating feel of angst~ .That s basically what my domain
mainly consisted of.What im feeling at the moment & point of typing
an entry:) Some Losers
have ruinedpartof my beautiful life .Like ,when im hving the
time of my life ,they just come & bash it up =,= That s fcuker i tell you .That s
when i get really mad & will digg on you practically my whole life
until im weary of you or until tralalalalaaaaa~
I dont make up bad stories or false accuse.,
.That is truly bullshit~ Oke ,I need to take a DEEP BREATHE.

Oke hello back to you :)
I am sleepy .WhuawhAuaHah .
Dont ask me what song this is =,=

anywaes ;AVRIL LAVIGNE s birthday is this MONTH !~aqyls also.

waHAhAhaHhaH ~~~
(fyi ;date & time not specific here .lazy to change)

I AM FEELING CRAZY MY ASS.

2007-09-13T11:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FASTING MONTH
TO ALL MUSLIMS :):)

banyak beribadah Oke :)
updating tomorrow eh.

2007-08-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

love love love love love love.
hello to Jenny !an avid reader.
well ;maybe I dont need to reveal everything here right?
& whom did you meant actually?
Each time i post an entry ,its never
everything about me .Its just like ,part of ;which you guys can
know .But I ve got sooooooooo much secrets
I don t think blogger have enough space for it either :):):)

Anyway ,I dont know where the hell I find the time to update
but ,I miss blogging alot sial !ahhah hh~
& my life s healing :D its getting on well & im at least a tit happy.//

kiki kiiii~

2007-08-15T09:05:00.001-07:00

my dear ,drinking bottles of breezer will never make you high.
the alcohol is only like 2-4%?
ha hahhs .somewhat ,funny .very funny.
I used to be bad .But when I thought of it now ,mcm step fanatic.
It was the loser moment of my life .Right fish ?we were so 'wateve'.
& will people believe I never tried a puff ?no .yeah ,I know its a no.
ha hahhh .and laughing gas are the 'in' thing which I think
is a waste of $7+++ .nyehhhhhss .oke ,i am just filling my time .Im
waiting for the washing machine to stop spinning .My uniform s in it :):):)

& WOWWW .i find that its really getting FUNNY (notabouttheabovematter)
but ,oke ,its public here ;so bad to say it ;D
HA HAH AHAHHH.

a VERY BIGG ha ha hahh laugh .YES :):):):):)

what s happening ?Is the world too small or
full of stereotypes ?or increasing trends of friendship
of somekinds ?ha ha hahh./,

2007-08-12T05:01:00.000-07:00

my domain have been perhaps the dustiest ever since @#%&^#*
i just decided to drop by my site & blog a little eventhou i ve lost way too much
visitors.
Its been few months since I last touched the comp & Im sure I ve missed alot of stuffs.
I went to nazihah s blog & I saw this 2 videos of a girl strumming +sing.
& I would kill to have a spot like them .I want to be like them someday or at least
part of my life or so~

ha ha~ so how ?Monday ,i ll be getting my Malay O Level Results (confirm) &
im wishing all my lucky stars to ..ME !along with all the o level takers :) Im not a meanie oke.,
&&&&&&& It ll also be the day where Im taking my O Level Eng Oral !Gosh ,& Im
not gona screw up ,im not gona screw up.. im not not gona screw up.....

National Day was oke :) my all-time-lover ask me out on a date next week~! ha ha~//
I ve deleted my Friendster off again :) the 5th time ?yes darlings .I am just sick of making
friends thru the net .It s boring & as far as i ve experienced ,the friendship can get UGLY.
ha ha ha .Because many of them are fakes .& dont assume Im pointing at you eh.
Buuuutt ,i may create a new one ;for pure fun & displaying of pictures :)->that s practically why i have an account! lalalaaaaaaa~

about BGR ,lets just keep it between me & myself :)
nobody is ttruly willing to hear me out WHICH is fine with me because im getting
the hang of it ;of keeping things to myself :)
YAYY .but still ,life couldnt get any worst.
ok ,lets just have fun while studyin gg my ass off because now,im begining to
love studying ,sundaes have been my daily company & psp s puzzlebobble
helps me see the colours of life .ha ha~mengarot =,=

2007-06-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

EVERYNIGHT ,I GOT THIS STRANGE FEELING.
& THIS REALLY STRANGE THOUGHT.
IT`S SINGULAR =,=
NO ,ITS NOT A JOKE.

2007-06-16T21:15:00.000-07:00

yoha hoha friends :)
syam ,no its not my o level sehh .Its too pathetic if it is & yes ,wrestling is best tauk!~
Thanks korg ,thats haw bad I want to go to an Art school.

Yest ,I went out with School Friends !~'`
hmmmm ;i bought this top from my favourite shop in town :):)
& I did something for Fishy .heheeehuahua!
There was this B-Boys Competition yest & have a great feeling
that I ll bump into my b-boys from fresco.
& yes !2 of them join .& fresco was all over the circles of audience.
ha ah~ I text mann at night & said he definitely can do so much better
& I asked why he didnt show his signature move =,= tape la.
GOOD TRY LOVE!
& I kindaf scream abit when I bumped into black ,bear & wak :):):)
heheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~
miss korg la !nak mampos.whuawhuawhua!~

da !~niari sunday.
soooooooooooooo ;its MADRASAH s day!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
its SELENDANG day too~!!!!!!!1

i am gettin irritated with this someone.
this someone that fishy knows.
& another someone that lalala & fishy knows.
hmmmmmm ;whateverla., .
YAYYS!~ aku da nak dpt baju yg aku nak dari long time ago!!!~

2007-06-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

ha ha~ yes ,every drawing or painting i post here are mine.

I went out with Erin on tuesday. It was pure fun :):) with a frustated erykah & her friend.

ha ha~.// maii ,lemaoo.

& I watched Fanstastic 4 already :):) yest on Thurs.

go watch it ,but Im telling you its only 1hr & 15mins. yes ,that short.

hmmmm ;my holidays are oke .I ve been drawing only.

& I ve been scolding bad words to myself just to get my dying brains

to study. I still am stressing myself about English :( help~

oo ;& if you ask me what s the last thing I want for the holidays is, I would love

to go to Sentosa.

& I know arep wont ajak me because he know I know. ha ha~Ikachu & co.

HA HA HA.

& one more thing ,my 1st love is currently with my friend ,mel.

When I bumped into them ,this rainbow of feelings rush thru me.

am I jealous? maybe ,abit. but Im definitely not angry.

hehhs~ da la.

You know ,this holiday ,Im definitely not in good terms with dad.

& he didnt know im currently using the comp because I fcuking crack the

nabehh password. *threecheersforme*

YAYYS!~~~~~~~~~~

actually kan ,aku happy.

you want to know what I dream about? I dream that I have this boyfriend

but we communicate using the Indonesia slang. ha ha ha~ cool sehhh kan!

NYEHhSHs~//

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ;aku mls la nak layan die. kadang fun ,kadang

mintak kene stfu.

Sape yg tinguk wrestling je tau ape stfu tuhhhhh. ha ha h!~~

as usual ,Triple Treat Match hari tuh ,John Cena menang !~ :) beat great kali & stpid Umaga =,=

hehhs~

dan sekarang .Im addicted to 'This I promise you'

ha ha~ kental tappi best tauk!

2007-06-10T20:31:00.000-07:00

I'm swarm by emotions now.

I used to define myself as someone who ll never sit ,think & plan about my future.

and I'm wondering where I'll be going ,what I'll be in a few years time`.

I've been trying hard to improve on my language -English but I can never be like

those friends of mine .They just got that 'thing' that I've been dying to get.

My English are crap .They re simple with no impressive vocabs.

Gash~ The easiest subject to pass yet it's giving me a hard time.

for real.

oke hello. I'm back. hahhs .That's just another side of me.

I'll still never show my weakness to anyone :)

actually ,I have no ideaa what to talk about.,

2007-06-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

me & cousin.

thats the only fresh new pikca i have.

I went out with him few days back ,i think.

ha ha~ im turning into an ugly duckling.

seriously ,so if i bump into any of you friends outside ,dont be surprised.

Holidays are school days too~

Attending lessons 5 day straight in the 1st week from 8am till 5pm makes me dizzy.

& for the 2nd & 4thweek ,its 7 days of Art from 9am till 5.30pm.

bule nanges sampai mati -,-

I ve been missing out on people ,but i dont mind .I have my o s to worry about.

i ll be summarising my humanities later on.

oo ,its a saturday btw.

I did spring cleaning to my room but i leave out the books area .

I ll chuck it all to the bin after o s.

I planned on going to GrandLink to play some pools but none

of my usual pool players are online .been a long time since i touch that pool stick.

The only thing that is giving me entertainment is when im in lala land.

because i keep having dream marathon each time i close my eyes at night.

I can have the wildest dream ever! & anything can happen in dreams.

& just yesterday ,i dreamt of something really unexpected.

somehaw makes me smile .no .oke i dont know.

but im lovin` all my dreams :)

& i ve been busting my ass doing chores.

2007-05-24T03:16:00.000-07:00

I met this girlfriend of mine yest :) Rifhan! Aku love deknie la.
after sch at Mac. With bruthe ,shay ,aqyls ,her ,the guyfriend & rifhan s girlfriend.
ha ha a~ tlupe seh name.
It was fun. We bitch about a girl :):)
oke at least my bruthe s dating a preety hot Girl :):)
YAYY!~ then go home.

2007-05-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

so she s he s Boyfriend.
i ll have to stop smiling so widely.
Nevermind.
nevermind.

i did some research.
a simple one but i need to know.

There s simply a different between a flirt & a friendly person.
i know myself well enough & i know haw flirting is.
I aint one & definitely aint a big one.
Being friendly & easy-going ,people tend to misjudge you.
so here i am making my statement.
im someone preety friendly who can start a conversation & make things
not awkward. especially to new foundfriends.
I rarely Date ;if you think i do.Im always out with more than 2 people.
Flirting is when the lady tries to attract the guy or 'menggatal' .Its obvious
if someone s flirting or not. Really .
Even girls with strings of ex-boyfriends may not be one.
& im not one .& if anybady thinks i have strings of bf ,no i dont.
bye!~

shit hate your attitude oke.
i dont mind if you want to be in that lousy attitude of yours.
Just dont include me to make do all your orders.
i am your daughter but im never your babu.
I wont respect you if you wont ever respect me.
even if you think you are ;no you re not.
Yeah sure I cant survive without you.
Besides from a shelter ,all you provide
me is my weekly $15 allowance & i always
have to beg you to pay for othe school stuffs.
Or i ll even fork out my own money. You
pretended its your money when its aunt s.
i hate you. You dont know haw to treat a daughter
well. You re too lazy & you expect me to manage all
the chores by myself with 2 lil bruthes who keeps
messin` up the house ,a mum whose working ,
YOU & big bruthe. Its not funny when you left
my undone stuffs & put it in my cupboard. Why cant you
just do a little favor & clean up my little mess like
haw i always did for you? Haw could you stuff that
huge pail filled with my wet unwashed school shoes
inside my cupboard? Is that even a human job?
Why cant you just help me put away my art brushes
instead of chuckin` it together with the cup of water
in my cupboard? Haw 'dengki' can you get dad?
Haw could i ever like you? Even if mum brags me about
the undone housewerk at least she have a heart.
You ve never regconised all the effort i ve put in ,to make
the house look presentable. You only pointed out things
that I left out ;undone .You act as if you know everything
& you thought you re souper displine. You keep saying
you have a lazy daugther .You made a disgrace of your
own daughter infront of cousins .Damn it !~ it kills my ears.
It hurts alot ,dad. I almost cry infront of them .He was
praisin` his childrens & there you are telling them haw
lazy i am.
Serve you right when Uncle sound you not to demoralised
your child like that.
I hate you. I hope i ll never follow your attitude.
You didnt realized that you ve screwed yourself up /.
maybe you were once disipline & all that but all have changed.
when you already have a lovely wife to do your chores &
feed you all .When you alraedy have childrens whom you
could reprimand around .You think you re always right.
But above all this ;why cant you even let me chase my own Dream?
why cant you even let me go to Nafa? I got my Talents from
you & i dont want to make it a waste .You dont own the world
to yourself .Please let me go there .I ll bring myself up to success//
You wont let me spend my 1st pay after 'o' on anything. Not even on
my own Guitar .I wont listen .Dont even expect me to give
my 1st pay to you .Dont even asked .I dont like the look on your face.
When can i like you ,dad? When can i be proud of you?
Now all i want for you is to let me go to Nafa.
Let me be a free like a Butterfly.

P.S ;this is yesterday s post :)

2007-05-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

(this is not refering to him ;i just feel like saying)

I MISS YOU.
I WRITE ABOUT YOU ON A PIECE OF PAPER.
WHERE NOBODY KNOWS ANYTHING.
THEY LL BE CLUELESS ;BUT WE LL BE HAPPY.
WITH WHAT WE HAVE.
WE LL TAKE PICTURES & STORED THEM
IN ALBUMS.
I LL KISS YOU SOFTLY &
YOU LL WHISPER IN MY EAR SAYING
'I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL'.
WE LL BE BLINDED BY LOVE UNTIL THE END
OF TIME.
WEEEEE~
THEY DIDNT KNOW I SNEAK OUT EVERY
NIGHT TO MEET YOU.
TO WATCH THE STARS WITH YOU ;TO HOLD YOUR
HANDS & FEEL YOU :):)
THEY LL LAUGH WHEN I TELL YOU PACKED A PICNIC
FOR US BUT ITS OKE RIGHT BABY.
YOU WILL BE MY DIE-HARD FAN WHEN I SING TO THE CHORDS
UNDER THE COCONUT TREE.
WE RE INVADING OURSELF WITH MUCH LOVE.
DANCING WITH ME WITH MY WEDDING DRESS :):):)
THEY LL NEVER KNOW A THING.
WE LL KEEP IT ;JUST YOU & ME.

yay!~ some part of me were released thru that thingy
i wrote above =p & i dont know why..
somehaw ;i need love.
but somewhere another ;i @$&^&*#%* donnoe donnoe.
i love the love i get from my Friends in school :):)
THEY ARE THE BEST.!~ *denga tak korg*
i hope i ll stick with them till the end of time.,

& oo ;i ve been bragging about this for a few days.
im dying to continue my study to Nafa.
or not ;MI.
i dont wish to go to Poly :( seriously ;a no no.
either nafa or MI.
might even get a scholarship from Mendaki if i
cant pay the expensive Nafa fees :)
please dad let me go & persue my Dreams.
please dont restrict me from goin` to Nafa.
please please please.
i ll either be under InteriorDesigning or Architecture.
or FineArts.
Future jobs ?I already have it in mind.
Gash~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oke nak maen Badminton~!

2007-05-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

BLOG IS BETTER THAN FRIENDSTER.
ha h ah a~
you can have a Life of your own in blog.
kikikiii~// Azie s blog souper funny & i look
ugly. so what.
ha haha it was for a GGOOOOOOOOOD laugh.

so my MIDYEAR is making me souper depressing :(
& i dont know what to do now :(
everything s screwwwed & it scares the freak out of me
knowing that 'O' level just around the corner :(

siak uh my phone cannot sent mms to emale.
oo im currently using my samsung.

my neck & thumbs hurt.
due to the intensive playing of PSP since last week.
i ve been dying to complete Need For Speed -CARBON.
& i ll stay up late just to win it =,=

I HAVE SOUPER LOADS OF PIKCAS BUT I CANT SEEM TO TRANSFER IT
TO THE COMP! cheeeeeeeeebay`~~~

2007-05-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

sunday = madrasah
yeah so i went without bruthe. *takraw*

when home &
i blush like fcukin` shits.
all the way until now.
i swear i blushed like 'gile babi'
i ll pen it down at my little fullscap why i blushed.
not here cus i dont they care.
kikikiii~

yesterday was with Semangkes.
we did have fun at the Train :):)
& we re with The Lasy Susan that day.
oke lets just say i did have fun.
& i swear to the pizza that im munching on
that Suicide Valley is the most peaceful or maybe
romantic place a couple could ever go!~
i swear i swear.
I went there yest & i was quiet because i was
admiring everything about it.
Gashh~
hah aha//exaggerating? well ,i doubt so.

2007-05-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

now blogger saves your drafts automatically!

chuaadam 'yeah ,fcuk me off from your life so you dont have to copy
every single thing'.
no ,actually i should fcuk you off but i dont know haw
because you re like a mosquito` who never fails to drop by the neighbourhood
when no one s looking.
''born an Original ;die a Follower''.

''SMRT -silver tribute ''

ha ha~ kental la blogger =,= tapi aku pakai.
oke hello~~..//
semalam ;orang orang cool keluar ke D.G .four people.
nak pegi sane dgn fish asek ketawe ;atu nk cross the road
pon kelaka sebab aku patah balek & spongebob aku jatuh flat rabak =,=
& its raining.
best sekali .kite tinguk wayang cerita 'Blades of Glory'.
ketawe ketawe all the way kau dekat wayang sebab kelakar :):)
sebelum tuh kite makan Pastamania :):):) pon best tapi yachiah kesian makanan die =,=
lepas tuh kite turun CityHall sehhhhhhhhhh/.
dieorg semunyik tinggalkan aku sorg =,=
lepas tuh kite dudok pat riverside best sebab tade orang.
kite maen taitee~ kelaka .aku takpernah shuffle sebab aku tak
kala!~ ha ha ha.
lepas tuh balek because besok sekolah :):):)

i had souper much fun camwhoring in NCC room just now
with the payung :):) *dongdangsayang*. heee~
my Results are out & i failed mcm my POA like taek ayam kambeng.
i failed my Chem like gitu gitu uh.
I get dist for Art :):):):) & i pass the Rest.
actually ;i hate my Mid-Year Results .can throw in the dustbin below//
eh sala ;rubbishbin :)

oke i have maaaaaannyyyyyy random things to say.
would you mind reading ?
hehehehe ;
1.
alaaaaaa he s a Pimp.
sayaaaang sehh .so i guess he got a Girlfriend too~//
so nana ;;;; byebye kawan senyum aku.
2.
alaaaaa ;my muma go & buy me the Baby Johnson Shampoo =,=
the yellow thingy & my hair becomes hard.
Its for baby s hair sehh & im already 16 =,= stuuuupid.
3.
i deleted all my friendster s pikca.
ha ha ~~ its gettin` bored because there are no more
cool people in friendster as well as myspace.
now i ask/wonder .Before this Friendster ,myspace ,blog were invented,
haw do you get to knwo new friends? mcm pelik kan.
the furthest you can go is schoolfriends .ooooo ,or maybe
schfriends met with othe schfriends. yeah but then you dont have
any popular website to update photos & all.
It was much more laidback back then & i like it like that much better!
girlfriends last longer with boyfriends & friends get closer.
ya know what i mean. oh !i forgot hi-5 =p
4.
if only tattoos are allowed for Islam.
i ll want little black stars & the top part of my feet
& at the side of my bod .cheyyyyyyy Dream onnn.
& i ll only get it at Miami Ink .how ?fly there when im 18 or older :):)
5.
cheeebayfcuk .my favourite bra
with little small printed cats ilang!
mama cuci ke buang? huhhuUuu~`//
6.
i kept walking pass branded shops &
it kills me to just windowshop.
i ve been saving up my money but its no use.
As long as i still go out ,money will run out at every endoftheweek.
irritatin` tau .i already bought my perfume & i left with
this fcukin` ADIDAS SANDALS. sial uh ;i wish i can be like lalalala.
if only i continue to sell EpokEpok will i have much more money each week!
7.
i want to have Secret Recipe Marble Cheesecake la!
& some mangotea :):):)
8.
oo ;i think i definitely havta trim or layered my hair during Jun
or July because its becoming uncontrollable~
too bushy & hot.
& i cant wait for it to grow & have my hair coloured!~
9.
gash i think all this is too long~ nyehhs aku mengarot
budo bubal pat sini sorang.
blog muner template pon boring.
kalau template boring ;sume boring. ha ha//

oke now i need pikcas badly &
that friggin` harun dont even want to lend me he s
phone to transfer photos .lokek~!

BESOK GO OUT WITH SEMANGKEs .TADE DUIT SIAL!

2007-05-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

150507`

HA HA HA~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

SELAMAT BIRTHDAY UNTUK YOU!

HAPPY HARI JADI TO MUNIR ARIFF!!

SLAMAT FIFTEEN YEARS TUA!~

kikikikiii~~ happy turning` 15.

15 is like the 'I/C' year. ha ha~

have a blast today budobrabang! Great having` a Friend like

mr.supermann :):)

today is mandi hujan day!~

i was souper wetwetwet for exams.

It was raining heavily once i ve reached the busstop

& i dont have an umbrella =,= i saw mr.busstop boy &

i feel like snatching` he s umbrella from him. ha ha!~

Then i shared umbrella with this chineseboy but the umbrella

was like helicopter ;spinning with the wind =,=

budo sehh ;no effect & i was like eating chocolatebar & smiling =,=

i forgot to mention this;

oke i know im not a Fan of these days typical bands but

sial ah ArcticMonkeys music video Brainstorm is

like killing me!~ cheeeeeebayfcuk ;i digged that videoclip sial!

h aH AAAAAAAHhhhhhhh!~~~~~~~~

aku sukeeeeeeeeee!~~~~~~~ shisshshaashhussh//.

oke quiet ;i want to watch it like souper billion times!

It s like 'THAT S THE SHIT IM TALKING ABOUT BABY!~'//

gassh **

2007-05-14T03:07:00.000-07:00

arep matai dgn nabilah.
lalala kau denga? sedare kite? scandal aku? arepmandek.
waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~`
shshahshahshhahshshaha., .,,
oke wateve.

tuday i want to be a Kira owner & kill Helen.
she is bullshitting. overseas kepe =,=
padehal number singapore.
chawtingtong betul!

hahhhs~ so bruthe is already in the studying mood & yeah he s going studying.
ish ;oke wateve.
hehehehehehehehehe ;im chatting with someone & we re gossiping about someone.
jahat ner aku~..//
oke wait ;i feel so evil today.
i feel like stabbing people from the back ,let them bleed & die.
then wake up the next morning ;alive.
nyahhshs@~!

I am a Bad Person.
i dont do good things all the time. I dont have an angelic face to tell people
im innocent. But i do have truckloads of intention to make people smile & feels happy.
yet ;not all people get it. They thought i was trying to destroy something
good out of something. When you re trying to make things good & people get
the wrong idea .When you re trying to avoid things for good but people get the
wrong idea. & when people thought you re trying to contradict things .It sucks
but thats haw life goes from day 1.

aite man ;rap that shit up.
it aint goin` nowhere.

now im here ;sitting infront of the screen
getting` pissed by mr.father.
hmmmm ;haw i wish i have a webcam so i can make funny faces.
Definitely get the stress out of me :):)
haw i wish it was holiday so i can go out with friends.
haw i wish i didnt get this bored.
haw i wish i never had a boyfriend.
haw i wish i hav a steelheaded brain :):)
haw i wish everythings fine.

2007-05-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

DEAR MUM;

HAPPY MOTHER S DAY!~

THANKS FOR ALL THE DELICIOUS FOOD

THAT YOU COOKED TO EVERYDAY :):)

THANKS FOR BEING THE BEST OF THE BEST!

I LOVE YOU FROM THE DAY YOU FIRST TOUCH ME//

2007-05-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

so i had fun yesterday.
bit awkward ;but i did have fun// with all the friends.
heee~ nana when to town.
eat at LongJohn but never eat.
buys bubbletea but its not as nice.
taste like chendols.
More friends came.
girlfriends with boyfriends & everything.
so i was either with fuchinu or munir. //goodfriends.
friends were hungry but never eaat.
friends wana catch a movie ;but never did.
friends walk at town.
some sits at Taka ;some when off dunno where ;two meets Andy.
i sit & eat my usual fried squid from Old Chunkee :):)
i crap with them & make paperhearts.
Go donnoe where.
Guardian ;buy laughing gas =,=
friends still want to eat.
MacDonald ;Bad treat everybady :):) & it was a fun time there!~
sit outside Taka S.M.
played with laughin` gas. Take pikcas.
meet all the friends.
walk bla walk bla walk blaa.
Taka Garden ;go home with Fuchinu` :):)
Train & bus 21 =p

Thats all. Summary aje eh. hehhs~//
Sunday is a rainy day.
madrasah is something fixed on Sunday :):) then i was home alone.
till bruthe came from Takraw tournament.
oke wait ;why the hell m i telling everything that happened?
ha ha~ guess im bored.
end.

2007-05-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

.he was harse & cold towards me..but he sang this 3 songs;
.the song we used to hear.
.u still do care.
.u still do.

smalat petang ;

i want to go out ;but im daym lazy .but i think i need to have some fun.

i just iron all the uniforms & dad s working clothes.

sohott uh the iron.

I feel like lying on the beach at night like Sec3 camp.

It was so calm & peaceful ;like everythings so good.

you know ;mr.hot busstop guy ?yeah he.

i got a smile & a byebye every morning from him :):)

but its getting boring =,= i ve never bump into him outside.

no ;once. When im goin` for Dance.

AKU feEEEEEEELllll SSSiiCCCCCKKkkkkkkkk.

gilu babu.

I want to kill myself for 10 mins then wake up again.

That ll do goood :):)

& now its already 2pluss to 3.

sial !im souper hungry//

2007-05-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

yeah right !i blog already then this screen goes blank suddenly =,=
says 'Going to sleep' .taek eh..//h aha!~ but naemind.
i dont mind.

semalam i went studying & mr.munir accompanied me.
Thanks eh~ & he was super restless & wanted to get out of there as soon
as he gets tired of the PSP game.
ha ha~ i did managed to get some notes done & in my brain too//
I treat him this $1 souper nice icecream & we went riding... bessst
bile part peng ;mcm naek moto =,= ha ah!~ meet andy at streetsoccer
so i thght nak maen then tade bola =,= (andy tenga bacekan? hello!) ha ha/
Chilled & got home atu just in time tinguk Prison pecah.

I had geo paper tadi & i wasnt feeling well .There s this huge fan above me
blowing my papers off. pluss my hair which makes my nose itchy.
So i wore my hood throughout & t`cher cannot regconised me =p ha ha ha.

go home & all i wanted was to sleep the whole day !~yes i did :):)
which makes me feel much healthier !oo i even did a painting on myself.
Print out a picture & paint .nice tau~//

So ;im bored.
oke let s do bulletin :))

2007-05-10T00:30:00.000-07:00

hello .hah a~ too bad i already knew who that girl is.
copy la sampai mati .thats what people are now :):)
made of nuthing from them .wateve =,=

& oo yana ;relax la bubal .ha ha~
excited sehh you. Thanks anywae.

What s with life?
exams la .& every test paper is oke .until today.
That is ;i had the most crappiest Chem papers in my whole life!~
I couldnt do a single thing .oke maybe just 1 or 2.
ha ha~

My health.
my throat sucks right now .babi uh//& my nose too//
sneezing like shits. Feels like i could smell every dust around me.
& I i think i know why //Lack of sleeppp.
i ve been waking up at 3 to study & pumping myself
at macDonald.
but i dont think the aftermath of this hardworking-attitude-girl
will be that good .There s toooo much.
oo wateve.

I bought myself my signature smell already :):)
happy la!~ & gashh it cost me some bucks.
& fcuk you i want that $35 sandals la sial!
actually ,its a slipper but i dont know why i like calling it sandals.

I can see the way i see the way you look at me.
urgh ;someone sent that ****** to make me feel well again.

Dear diary ;i ll be someone with Beauty & Brains.
i ll not throw my studying opportunities like its just a rubbish.
i will carry that precious paper with me with pride.
I will want to live an easy life ;with money to spend.
yesyes ;i d love that :):)

hehehehe ;im making crap eith Munir Bin Md. Ariff.

2007-04-29T23:09:00.000-07:00

i ve enjoyed my 16th Birthday :):) oke ;this is a Long Thank You wish so find your name oke?

Thanks to nyott (dedey) for calling me 10mins before midnight &

saying 'BOOM !~' & singing me a HappyBirthday song at 12 on the dott.

& he s the only one who gave me a text msg right at 0000 :):) Thanks babeh~

& oo ;he got my 1st 16yrs old kiss :):)

I would like to Thank ;

Zaki -for the carrot cake ;rollin`stone tee & for calling.

Abg Boy (acap) -for the 2 hsdyhd & 6 ferrero rocher & birthday card.

Nicole & Yaisyah -for my 1st Birthday present !the little POPOBE hotpink bear :):)

Zoe & Biman-for the super duper cute spongebob little wallet !~cute sial!

Iffah & Farna (my GunduGang) -for the Rusty wallet .maut babe!

Dad -for the watch & $2 to alter the straps :)

Aji -for the super cute bag!

Arep(cuzzie) -for being on the house on me. I LOVE YOU!

me! -for having fun myself & buying a cool pendant for myself!

& maybe there s more to come from aunties & some people :):)

YAyYy!~

I would like to Thank

yuri -for the special birthday song :):) loves it!

I would like to Thank

Abg boy ;zaki ;rifhan ;Ayan ;

farna ;dzul! ;yana ;dedey ;alepz

iffah ;fishy ;rainee ;amalina

iralalala ;nadd ;nazihah! ;noriz

cik wiwi ;yaisyah ;black ;mariam

arep ;azie ;mayadolly

min ;atikah ;syara ;andy ;rusydi

fiqa ;emarascal ;tijany ;nisa

efaah ;hani ;hamizah ;ezzy

yuri ;abgsani ;japstar ;shihan ;biman

shuuy ;emylia ;adib ;oozy ;japstar

monica ;zaki s friend ;melvin

& fresco`flujos (15ofthem) munir

the bedahsss

for the UpClose wish ;Friendster ;Blog ;calls & TEXT msges.

I would like to Thank;

FISHY ;AZIE ;IRALALALA ;SHUUY ;NORIZ ;MAYA ;ACAP ;FARIS

for the mini surprise birthday party!~

I would like to Thank;

CASABLANCA !hehehehe; the place is super nice :):)

I would like to Thank

mayadolly (maii) for completing my Last Birthday wish msg :):)

nyehs ;penat uh.

ha ha~ so that s haw the day goes by.

But sadly ;mummy didnt wish me .Its the 2nd time already.

I dont even think she remembered ;'(

nevermind .Its just a Birthday & i didnt hope for much this year.

so........................................

im tired. I just did my Malay Paper :):) 2 down ,11 more to go!~

slooooooowly la.

& just as i ve expected ,the person i waited anxiously didnt even appear.

so i searched for babytaz & i cursed him cheebay. so much of a present =,=

i went out arep after havin a carrotcake meal &

i miss him. heheee ;i bumped into a whole lot of people

& tired of saying hie =,= it was a nice loong outing but i didnt came

home that late .ard 11 ?yesyes// as i said ;i did something bad

on my Birthday & oo im so sorry nyott.

haw i d wish i could spent my every weekends like that ?very nice.

ha ha~

oo ;mr. hot busstop guy smile again.

yay!~ my morning glory.

You know ;i miss fishy. I got a few moment ,maybe just seconds

alone with her just now & i told her something. It was a Random one.

but i guess i really need to get that out to at least a soul.

Bout the thing i told you fish ;

im really sick of it .i thought i ve made it clear but maybe

that person gets carried away a 2nd time.I didnt even make any move.

& guess what ?i friggin smashed my 'sedut sedut' in the lift.

I ll tell you why ;if we even have the time to.

Thanks for listening ;eventhou its for 6 seconds ;it means alot :):)

hehhs~

oo ;readers ;i wont be bloggi often ;cus daddy change the

password again .yeah its normal =p

im over it! cheetoot.

Oke da ;hehhe//.Miami Ink da start & lapar!

2007-04-27T04:26:00.000-07:00

im super excited to Post ;i didnt even give myself a chance to bathe. Haha ~ so ,i just did my english mid year &.......
i keep thinking about it the whole day &
i knew i could do better .I really knew can produce a much better masterpiece.
i didnt regret thou ,I just knew i could do better!
Compre ?Talk about it....... ha ha~ it was a so-so paper :):) Summary are shitties.
i was souper sleepy you know .Had tom yam mee & off to Geo remedial :):)

Oke this week s weekdays ;i managed to save up to $29 =,=
stupid sia ;dont have one more dollar .so can round up to $30.

oke ;bye.
cheebay i edit the birthday pikcas into one collage then all gone.
cheeeebayyyyfcuktoottttts.

2007-04-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

YE LAH ;SEKARANG AKU DIPANGGIL EPOKEPOK
GIRL BECAUSE AKU SELL EPOKEPOK WITH RAKAN²
EVERY MORNING :):)

hello;KENTANG or SARDIN UNTUK YOU?

heheheheheeeeeeeee;....

bruthe cut marlett. i was supposted to cut also
tapi no ,nafsu na.....n afsu bodo!

2007-04-24T03:14:00.000-07:00

hello my love. Im totally in love with my mum s new heels.
Its super sleek and sexy. Oke so whats up. Pictures are still
stuck inside my gundus cellphone & mp4 =,= stupid la. Anywaes ;I found my morning
glory. Hahs~ who encourage & excites me to go to school early each day.
That hot thang there (nyeheehehehehhhs). you know ,i know ,some know.
hehehehe. Smile baby smile for me. Go ahead ;make my morning each day =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG !I LOVE ABG! yay~ i just called him to wish him.
no ,its not my bruthe la ,its my hot hot abg sedare .h aha~

oke babeeh ,my Dad have a new car !which is the car that i ve choosen when
he wanted to change he s Vios Toyota .It even goes by his nick 'rush' .Heard
of that car ?super hot i tell ya. Limegreen! oo my yesyes :):)
& he got himself a new SonyEricsson too~ haiyOoooOooOoOoOo. then forget bout the children?
hoheho.

oo my studies ?Its doing waaay fine yau. I got all my CA3 grades above 60 :):) pluss a 72 for
Maths. failed eng but hell ;nana can do it!
hello people 'Im Getting Cleverer By The Day'. -ha ha.
4e3 gundus are all geared up! we got our drives ,we know our studystyles ,we got our disiplines ,we got hold of ourselves & now its time to Rock & Roll for Mid-Year babeh!
sape agree angkat tangan.
Let s show the Teachers what we re made of Girls + 2 boys.
hello Express doesnt mean Kental oke. cheebaymakk...........
we got waaay more flows then n.a & tech,.
chey aku banyak cakap pulak ,gile muner pumpan~

Let s talk about ;talk about.
nazihah ;come on girl ,be strong oke ?I know you are. I mean ,you already are!
with the help of ritterssports~
Maybe things will get better some day just wait & see :):)
he was my best boyfriend too & although its taking me months
& months & months to forget ,at least im letting that grip go bit by bit.
you re lucky there s mum & friends. For me ,i have myself to it.
you re doing alright ,im doing alright ,we both doing alright. nyehs~

Perhaps kan ,i should get myself a new Boyfriend.
HA HA~ wateve na =,= Im super bad at relationships.
It s so difficult for me to be feeling comfortable to look into someone s eyes
rather than a girl =,= & to even fall for them.
Even haw hot he looks.
Like wateve kan aku. ha ha~
oo ;for people who ve mistaken something about me ,no i dont have strings of
boyyyfriendss.

oke dedey was crazy yesterday.
anywaes ;im making my Ez-Link soon &
most probably ,i ll be going out on Sat//or friday :):)
YAY!~ oke wait. EXAMS sial~!

WE MEET AGAIN

2007-04-21T21:05:00.000-07:00

i had the most sweetest Advance sweet sixteen ever in my life!
aaaaaw. My girlfriends & guyfriends made it all for me. It was so sweet so sweet.
Remember when i blog about the BBQ pit at lalala s Condo ?yeah thats it.
I came with Acap (abgboy) & we we re like two idiotic friends carrying
2 packets of Charcoal & 2 grills .Ha ha~ last minute buy la .Abgboy lost Ez-Link
in 168. I was sooper hyped in the bus ,talking about we riding in the langit & pokokpokok.

I was blindfolded once we reach the condo s gate & i thought im gona get pushed
into the pool .I didnt want to walk at all .HA HA~ degil .I could already smell & hear the
pool .Then they open the irritatin` kain & AHHHHHH!!!!!!~~~~~ i saw this whole
group of familiar faces surrounding a red table & balloons all over! then i saw this unlighted Candles & oooooommmgggggggg ,i scream ,i jump ,i smile ,i trembled & this whole
mixed feelings came rushing thru me .hehhs~ IT WAS UBBERLY SWEET OKE :):)
i was welcomed with 'Surprise !Happy Advance Birthday Na!' & the classic happy birthday song.
i swear i was super touched. I kept jumping & i get to blow my half melted candles.
Oh the feeling was awesome eventhou only a handful came .It s like the happiest day
of this dreadful 2007 !I love you guys. It s oke Shuuy, u still came right.
wAghwHWhaHaRHaHahHHHh!!!!!!~~~ BEST sekali macam nak MATI .atu CAKE sedap
until i want to take it all home for myself! HA haHAHA~~~~ YAYAYYY@!~~ NA HAPPY taus.
korg LOVELY la mcam 5 Singapore Dollar! yesssssss. HOHEho.

We spent the day laughing in the swimming pool ,the steam room ,the jacuzzi ,& everything .
I got really smelly when they smash the cake &amp;amp;amp;amp; jelly & mayo & everything all over me but
i was happy to share my dirt with Fishy :):) yayy!~ AZIE & me GILE mcam TIMSUM JAKUNs.
ira lalala look hot in that bikini minimini :) hehehe ;I really love love love every single one of you.
& i made something small for every single one of you.
I dont need to describe everything that happen because it was too perfect.
althou we had our sports day before that & its quite tiring. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY~!
I AM HAPPY. even yaisyah & nicole came with my 1st Present!

On the way home in the car ,when they re all asleep ,i smiled twice.
i realised that i have a wonderful bunch of neurautic gundus all around me for 4years.
The ones that watched me grew up in life. & They are the best gundus of my LIFE !~
YuUUuHuUuU ;korg bace tak nie......... A haHahAhah~~~~ senyum ,senyum sampai tade mate,
HA HAH~ azie jgn terase eh.

NYEHsHShHh~
see haw happy i am.
:):):):):):):):):):)
10 smileys.
YES! uhuhh. uhuhh. oo yeah. oo yeah.
put ya hands up !put ya hands up!

hAha~ oke da cukup ye.
oke wait ;last last eh.
I VE BEEN THE HAPPIEST HAPPIEST GIRL IN TOWN !!

oke abes. da. stop.
now kan ,zihah !Let s get some Honey Milk Tea :) I love my couzzin!

oke ;i think i ve wrote enough.
i ve changed my skin so i think i ll update more often.
Dedey s at Bedok ;skateton again =,=
oo am i gettin` an acoustic from fauzan? haH aH ahA~~ happy seh.
YAyAyyY!!~ cus i bumped into him & syahir at Mac few nights back
&amp;amp;amp;amp; maybe la..............
mallienah ;beep me oke? with my crazy Rifhan !!!
nad ;rainee ;aqyls ;belle ;joan -I want to spent time with you people.
nazihah too~
wiwi i wish you knew my blog because you promise you ll text me
& we ll meet soon.
oo min &amp;amp;amp;munir & you all all;i miss you all & going to Penin with the smelly
shops all over! nisa ;andy ,syez ,syam etc etc etc etc......
my fresco flujos & carnal`itos -sunday sunday :):)
rowley..... miss being merepek merepek around you. ha ha~
Twist & shout eeeh eh.
& oo ArepMandek !,AbgChukie !,Wawan !,KakAyie !,KakNani?,
mane korg pergi sume/.?
& of course ,my GunduGangs with the guyfriends will always be
Around me & be there ,even zahirah&solehan & zoe,jessica all//
the Bedahssss`~~~~ HA ha Ha~..//
& I Love Them just like haw i love Miami!
& lastly ;
Mr Hot Busstop Guy =p i saw him otw to Casablanca Condo.
he smile nampak teeth = hothot :):)

i ve been staying home for a few weeks already
& i miss going out with the peoples.

My life?
alot of things happen but i dont think i need to recall everything
because it ll not be as Fresh! ha ha ha~
wateve people.

2007-04-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

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aha ha ha~ sorry im just bored la esse`-

2007-04-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

i already got my drive to study you know. but no ,im no geek 24/7.
i exercise everyday & i entertain myself :):) weird noises are common =,=

Now ,im standing up straight for myself.
I want to be a woman wih beauty & brains.
although my big big dream is to become a Self-Made Millionaire,
i wont count on that much.
I appreciate every talents that im given for him. Consider myself lucky :):)
& im taking my driving license theory after my o. Heee~

Father gave me some cash for a new pair of school shoes .Gawd ,i dont
care about schoolshoes .i want a new sandals for myself .& a new shoe.
haiyoOo~ stupid thing.
next .i saw Wiwie the other day & i miss her so much !she s one sweet thang ya noe.
heee~

2007-04-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

Things aint good fer me.
no ,its fine .ummm ;i dont noe.
hahs~
i got this something that i ve been keeping to myself all along.
That s the reason for Everything stupid that i did now.

You noe what..
my dunia now eh ,is like 13months back. It s sooper irritatin`.
Im sick of that Life sial .I wana throw my cellphone down the drain .Squashed it,
oooooooooomyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy;
I hate saying hie to people outside .I hate saying Thank You to busdrivers
everyday .Yeah i noe its not a need ,but im just being Nice.

My sweetsixteen s nearing but im not feeling it .i even forgot about it.
then 5 days after my Birthday its..................
Ah!~ Damn FcukFCUK.

Im thinking of what I want now.
oouh you jut shuttup!

2007-04-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

That s some of the outing i ve gone to so far. hehhs~

anywaes; i didnt attend school today as i was late. Late late late.

by a second again =,= This woman bus driver alwaes come too early.

urgh~ went home ,slept but was awaken by my mum s laugh.

she s shocked when she saw me in bed cus she didnt realised that im home.

Then the ha ha he he hu hu turned into an irritatin babbling.

Gash .wateve ;ha ha~

OKE I REALLY MISS MY OLD SKIN.

WHICH MAKES UPDATING NOW VERY BORING.

2007-04-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

hello.
i am crazy. i did webcam session with everyone just because i sleepover at my aunt s house. It s really fun !and im doing stupid faces.
Mai was the best audience :):) i love Mai.
Azie was the most BORINGEST =,=
& lil rascal was commentin all the way! also best :):)

hehehehe;
i had a mini 'bacebace' at my aunt s house. So i suggested overnighting here :] & my Dad s out to
KL i think ,for the Formula one Race eh? something like that.

Now everyone s asleep already.
i thought of meeting Rowley sehh ( now he s DEAN but Rowley Mods was what i called him)
cus he live just infront. Been a long time since we met.
ha ha ha~ never mind =,= he s at Taka la.

A text msg from Yayan;
' Yup ,most people known u both as a loving
couple ,but i dun understand y both break ,y?'
i didnt answered though. Somehaw that text msg made me smile
yet didnt create any reaction on me .hmmm .Oke forget this.

Hello;
I Think I Have A Crush On This Busstop Guy =p
lil'rascal noes .hehehehe;
Oke ;im Blushing like shit.
h a hahAh aha~//

p.s ; Dear Allah ,make him say hie to me. Dont just look oke =,=

2007-03-31T04:45:00.000-07:00

baby im the most sleepiest girl in the world right now =,=
i ve been neglecting my sleeps since Thurs.
omgash.
Friday was a Day where i have this craving to catch a movie.
i had limited amount of cash.
so i packed Keropok Ikan& Ubi ,tarts ,lollipop ,bottleoftea & bottleofplainwater.
h hah a~
watch Stomp the Yard.
& I AM SOOPER TOUCHED WITH LADY IRA.
I FOUND OUT THAT SHE VE WATCH THE MOVIE THRICE.
SHE WATCH IT AGAIN JUST FOR ME.
AAAAAWWWWWWWW~ HAW SWEET CAN SHE BE?
I LOVE YOU MIRA!

haha~ had our LongJohn meals.
done & when to toilet.
oout of toilet, guess who i saw?
Lil` Elmo & Mariamkuurchiq.
Gash. i was awestrucked for a moment.
& keep replaying that scene againandagain.
oke i wont continue.
Then we walked from Somerset to Cityhall,
having lots of sisterfun thingy!/~
Really it was beautiful :))

i saw FarizFcuknuts at esp! haha~ & some friends.
heeee; we ended up with Mike, Alvin & forgotwho.
Jewish, caucasian & chinese,.
all can speak perfect malay, english & chinese.
& they are hot i tell ya~
hehehehe; we made friends la.
so we went Suntec.
fountain pancutpancut =p & yeah marine square.
blablabla. wateve yeah,
& bumped into akim & zul. hehhs//.
huhuUu~ chilled lagi.
& ended up at home ;1245.,
so much for curfews.

today had maths remedial & i went for Dance!
weEeeEEE~ i miss the whole lot of them!
zea was like huggin & swingin me ard :)) &themalaydancers.
eheheh; they got new recruits & oke, bit sombong.
so i when down jam with the guys.
Lagi best~ i miss the purple electric guitar there!
so i had it// i had my day pluckin` songs all the way.
& i when home. ha ha ha~

then i had McSpicy in the house & MacFlurry.
oke now,
edit pikca :))

2007-03-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

hello

hello & hello hello hello

hello looo hello~

doing my Art. Its killing me,.

Father help me with the pathetic stairs drawing.

ha ha!~ kental.

Today i bought HashBrown in the morning &

sweetsourchicken with rice :))

& azie gave me 40cents for water. ha haha~ stupid u.

eh kau skrg, kalau sikit sikit nak mara aku,

kau pi releks sua eh~

tanam bodo dalam dalam kau pe ego.

amek bodo sume pompan kau nak.

da tade, da boring, kau dtg ah carek aku lagi.

dabiase uh ni sume.

im tired of being mad at you.

im tired of being tired everyday after school.

im tired of not completing homeworks

im tired of failing test papers.

im tired of having ups&down.

All i ever want now;

is to have a really straight-happy-simple-routine-everday life.

no problems to settle.

Just happy same routines everyday.

2007-03-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today is a total Mess-ed Up. Srew-ed Up. wateve u call that.
its the worst School Day i ve ever went to in 2007~
The only Best thing is ofcourse; PE :))
yesyes. We played baseball *jengjeng!* & my team like duh!~ WON.
even with the othe team cheatin-tanak-kala.
ha hah a!~ i get to slide 3 times at the points.
hehhehehe; & the mud gets into my pe shorts & thru my slua dalam :))
same with lalala~
Great FUN it is., & we were barefoot.
but Azie was late =,=

Why a-not-happy-day?
Late!
flung my Chemtest.
flung my Physics.
Failed my POA.
never do hm for Chem.
never do hm for Poa.
never do hm for Maths.

haw ~~worst~~ can i be?
worser.
& i felt relieve after school ends.
when i reach home..........
MAKAN LA SEHH. thats why!
HA hAhaHA~

hehehehe; oke this announcment is really desperate.
ANYBADY SOMEBADY WATEVERBADY WHOSE WILLING TO
BORROW ME AN ACOUSTIC PLEASE?
i could cry & im beggin`.
sedih sehh.

i bought Pineapple Tarts today for school.
my babes love my mum s tarts.
& i bought keropok lekor pluss 3 crabsticks yest//
& i got to taste some Polar chocolate cake & few Dunkin` Dougnuts ~
Thanks shuuy. Its long since i taste a Dunkin & its soooooper NICE@!
Roti Prata da abes la geng.,

&&&& i think i ate too much onions.
i bake these little bread with 3 humble ingredients stuffed on top/ just now.,
& i think i put too much onions in it. still, my family loves that recipe.
Ishh;. ha haha~
tak sedap sehh my perot.
but i like my Air Mate Kuceng today :))

da da, DanceFloor da nak start.
CrimeWatch la skrg.
& i haven Bath. hehehehe;
busuk~//

2007-03-26T17:38:00.000-07:00

I just found out there s white beer :)) it looks cute.
like milk sehh.
AHAHaAHaHHhAHHhhHHh!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
& recently there s a showcase of New Absolut Vodkas.
Authentic uh the bottle.
& my GunduGangs said that i have too much colour in my blog.
ha ha!~

oke i havta admit that im sooouper hungry than ever!~
ugh; mum cooks spagetti & im sick of it =p
hahs~// Sunday i made David Tutera s slob recipe & oo my, it taste cute!
& yest, i made miloiceblended again my love :))

anywae; tadi kan in school, people were like complaning about the
weather but sumpah i didnt even feel the heat.
not one sweat or humid feelin`.
& lalala was like fanning away herself.
Kenapa dengan aku? weird segh.,

_______________________________
SALE.
my mother sells Epok-Epok;
3 for $1.
So rakan rakan saya, siapa mahu kasi saya $1.
Nnt mak buat kan atu recess saya kasi oke.
_______________________________

hohheho~
& now, i dont noe what to say =,=
yest, i went to LongJohn with suzie, azie, farna & epah!
hehehehe; sorry i made u guys wait eh :))
i guess my appetite comes later than u guys.
i actually bought my Combo1 after they finished theirs :D
oke ape eh.,,
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,,...............
can i go now?

2007-03-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

hello
hello
& hello.
A Sunday starts with breakfast at Geylang Haja Maimunah.
very nice la! & followed by Mars Ice Cream Bar from 7/11 its a store & more!
& Madrasah comes next at 2 sharp. Sent by Car.
That s where i bought 2 CheeseSandwich & got 3 epokepok kentang :))

Oke, my all-time favourite Perfume finish already ;(
sedih sehh., nie Harun la nie.,
haiyoOo~ another stuff to buy.
ummmmm,.
I got another Ray Ban shades :)) the rims are of Leather.
& its lovely!
Besok sekolah, mangkok boring sehh!

My dream sandal cost $47.++ & i only have $30.
oo man., one more week of savings to go~

2007-03-24T08:32:00.000-07:00

Catch a movie awhile ago.(evening) Mr.Bean.
at WestMall.
before that, done myself with cheeseprata & milo iceblend at home :)) (morning)

YAY~! its raining in the middle of the night!
im lovin it`.
i have a really good hair day today!
well, he called again today so i answered.
hehs~ u guys wont noe haw i feel.
u guys wont noe haw i feel.
u guys wont noe haw i feel.
& u guys wont noe haw i feel.

im saving up my money for something. something nice.
hehhs~ & i want to talk on the phone,.
but i have no idea who to call.
sedih sehh.,

2007-03-21T01:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BITHDAY TO RAINEE BABE! HA hAHA~

MAKE THE BEST OF TDAY & BE A BITCH

CUS ITS SWEETSIXTEEN :))

hello. Im hearing Techno :)) That s aisyah, farid, me & naqib. ha ha~ i think its last week. i forgot la sehh. ha ha., anywae; i trim up my hair in School. & i was so disturbed by my hair after that, that i cant concentrate on Chem. So i reach home & i trim it myself somemore :)) & noe it looks just fine.

Yesterday i tean Maya go Cityhall. we ended up somewhere after ClarkQuay. ha ha ha h~ the scenery there was AWESOME. oo my, we walk walk & walk. Eat at LongJohn & go arounf MarinaSquare :)) can i have a nice dress? hehs~ & i found this really cute belly stud. Gos, but no money :( haiyoOyyo// oke oke so then we had so much fun in the Toilet. I almost got my head flush down the toilet bowl & it scares me to Death! Maii was like Laughin =,=

When home ard 8pluss & bump into Aisyah. (theoneinthepikca) She s a preety ass// & at home they save me some nice icecreams :)) yAYaYAyyy~!

2007-03-19T01:54:00.000-07:00

I TOOK THE LAYERED SCISSORS & I STEP INTO THE TOILET.
THE SCISSORS LAYERED TWO BUNDLE OF MY HAIR & THEN I
LET IT GO.~

my friends asked me to get my Hair Trimmed & of course,
i could trim it myself but its too @&^@$&*^ to trim it.
I dont want to go to the saloon cus im afraid the saloonist will
make my hair so horrible like the last time i cut it there.
Im not use to having Saloonist to cut my hair, cus i couldnt trust anyone
better than myself :)) I ve been cuttin` it myself & i live with it.
Dammit!~ haw haw? Takot sehh nak cut again. Nnt short lagi acane :(
lalala had her hair trimmed & it looks much nicer :))
Fishy s been in my Waiting list but i gotta make a Deal with her =p
ishh; haw eh? acane acane.......... tolong; tolongg., haiyoYyoOyoy/.~
Sayang la rambot aku. Its manageable but its gettin` to this stage
of growin` over the shoulder & oo man!~ sheeeesh. help me Azie~

2007-03-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

hello Internetians.
This is Randominitiose.

sometimes eh, i make a fool outaf myself.
i mean among my Friends., hah~
& sometimes eh, im so irritated with toot toot toot.
huhh =,=
wateve la.

somemore news, im gettin` FAT. oo my oo my!~
Seriously, im startin` to gain isi sehh.
Is my metabolism rate gettin` Lower?
hohoOo~ oke let s see what s gona happen to me 1/2yr time :))
But i still do my 40 sit-ups each night.
now, push-ups time! YaYyA~//

im chewin` on NataDeCoco Mango drink now., & my FruitTarts.
Very nice! Alot of Fibre, so later i go lelet.
AhAAaaaaaaHhhhhhAHahaH~! I WANT WATCH STOMP THE YARD la!
Dedey treat d la sehh ~! AH ahha, memaen.
oke la, im bored.
i need a bellystud, fcuker. no money all the way sehh.
& i have no more Clothes to wear & my shoes........ dont even talk about it.,
Stupid of me to buy too many bottoms =,= Sedih sehh saye.
oke, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy fcukticks now i am.

2007-03-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

I found this & maybe its True........

This is what we used to be ., ( my leg & his)

& this is what i ve found again., same? hehs.

2007-03-16T19:11:00.000-07:00

S you guy said u want to see the Cambodia girl kn.

I found one pikca aje.

That s the preety Cambodia Girl named - Lyda.

he & harun is like; Love at First Sight eh?

hahahs~ nah, amek kau :))

Today im alone at home. Mama & adekadek when JB.

ha ha ha ha~ & i totally have no idea What to do today.

Goshh//

2007-03-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

Take a look at it & laugh :)) macam monster telepas sehh.
annana s blog, where entertainments become Lame =,=
HA HA HA~ oke i noe azie & maii s doing the face.,
hmmmm; i miss ChemClass today as i wake up around 9.45?
yesyes. I ter-overslept & i thght it was a dream when my cellie rings =p

AkAKakakaHakHAkAkh~
anybady wants to help me change my Skin?
I browse thru blogskins.com till my eyes gets droopy.
correct tak? nyahssahs//
I missed out IceSkating today with Nadd Rainee & Aqyls.
IM SOOOOOO SORRY GUYS but u see, my Granpapa wanted to treat
all his children & cucu makan makan to comemorate his Birthday(which is yest)

I found the perfect outfit only until 4? so i didnt meet azie&maii.
oo, when out with Fika&min, Nadd&Farid, ZuhriInsect, Andy & MBPOE. ha ha~//
& saw Zuhri s girlfriend Fiza. with Nabilah.
Bdak RKS sentiase ade =,=
&&&&&&&&&&&& when its time to go guess who i saw?
JapStar. That little ex that gets in akim s way. simplewords; potongjalan. hehhs~//
omg omg. ha ha h!~., its been 2 years since we last saw eachothe.
i when back 30mins till mid & aba irritated. sorry la sehh.

i make FruitTarts again :))
& 2 people commented that my face abit banyak isi.
oohhmyyyyy... i fat haw.....................macam pig nnt.........

2007-03-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

its been an hou since Azie called me.
dammit la sehh~ the cc so lagging. I want to take my
money also cannot =,=
Lets see; im supposted to meet Azie & Mai at Bugis anytime before 5.30
& here i am eating Chocolate icecream with WhipCream :))
cools me down from the irritatin stress in search for a proper clothes
for me to wear =,=

Today i had MathsRemedial.
hmmm; im looking at my sweater right in front of me.
ha ha ha ha ha~//.
oke so, haw?

2007-03-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

hello. Obviously, i dont seem so engaging in posting like i used to.
hahhs~ & im not really energized in School too.//
Holidays are up & i dont feel any holiday thingy going on.
ExtraClasses are the everyday starters & housewerks exhaust me =,= ALOT.

i hate my newskin. -its nice but its BORING.
my eyebags grew.
i need to drag my damn self to Kallang; to collect my pay for the
last dance Performance.
i need to alter a pants & a jeans.
Superharun went to Gunung Ledang for 4 days/.

& the main thing is;
im sick & im tired. Of everything thats happening. Nuthin in life Blooms anymore
excepts for outings. Its not emo la oke. Its feelings from inside.
I thought im happy with life. For a moment or so, i did; but then after
it turns out so differently, like a harmless little nightmare.
& that s the reason i created Friendster. Just for the entertainment, but
im sure i ll Delete it soon soon. Bottomline is, im missin` something in Life
& im not sure if i specifically knew what it is.

Last Friday im supposted to go to NightSafari but LadyIra texted me & i remembered
Im supposted to meet Fresco as one of our members is serving NS & mcm last day jumpe
kite kite sume.
I cant get the pikcas all so dont ask.
Sat s my Dad s birthday.
Sun i when out to meet Andy & Farid. Just sit around.
Then at last trun Ubi & played taitee the whole night.
Had fun also. can la.~

Monday when Melacca & shop. I Love My New Things :))))))))
Tuesday when to NCC camp. heheehehe; funny funny.,
Wednesday(today) spent time at school & cooked maggie with Mash tin & give acap prezzie.
ha ha a~
& tomorrow? dotnoe. Go out i think.

Boring? Get a Life yourself la!

2007-03-09T23:15:00.000-08:00

Anna McDann s broken tooth :)) minmok s favourite pikca!

im abit obsessed with colours. especially bright-soft colours =p

Yesterday, i scream because got tikus.

Happy Birthday to lil`buther apis.

Happy Birthday to Suprharun.

Happy Birthday to aba.

Happy Birthday to Tok.

& Happy Birthday to bapak acap.

&&& acap da bukak braces. bukan braceface lagie.

tapi class tee tetap ade braces. hA HaH ahA !~~

2007-03-08T00:07:00.000-08:00

oke so this March eh, baru perasan.
Its this blog s 2 Year Anni :))
woOOooooOhooOoOo happy! kikikik~
so ive been bloggin for 2 years.

I HAVE A SECRET ! Ya YA yAYa``.,

2007-03-07T02:43:00.000-08:00

the 2st LunchTime Concert was more than expected.
The opening was nice.........
& then there s AnonymousContent. weeee~ they re like
sooooooper pros.
only 2 groups sucks.
surprise surprise Biman s screamo was nice.
& the voice was nice~
Syltra & her sis are like professional singers. Daymn they
have extrodinary voices. OMG.
& hasfi, syam were the oldtimes. NoFingers //
kikiki~ relax aje eh.
Overall i like this LunchTime Concert :)) very much.

Nyahs~
i want to play pool.

2007-03-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

this is my 1910 post.

im fcuk-ed up.

At home.

ate maggie mee, roti prata,.

& im biting on breads.

i ve yet to sketch the Superman =,=

im fcuk-ed up people.

people fcuked-up im.

im fcuk-ed up people.

emo is gay says:
oi
emo is gay says:
monster is back
emo is gay says:
haha
emo is gay says:
roti prata kepe
emo is gay says:
oi

emo is gay just sent you a Nudge!

Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
hehehehe
Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
hello mr.monster..
emo is gay says:
yo
emo is gay says:
wat u doin??
Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
tenga mkn roti......
Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
eHEHeheHehe!~~
emo is gay says:
mkn je kau tau sey.
Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
aHahAhaHahh~ aku binget la pat rumah..
Cat; Dear boys, im not that kinda Girl. so.. GoodBye. says:
mkn la..
emo is gay says:
asl kau bunget sey??

me & munir.

chat chat chat. Randomly because im fcuk-ed up.

Today i feel an EarthQuake.

i mean the shake which made me Dizzy.

weee~~~~~~ the whole Bedok feel it.

soooooper Scary you noe.

& im still fcuk-ed up.

mummy bought printer s ink & papers.

im still fcuk-ed up.

Why?

i dont like the Internet World.

It turn people into friggin`freaks.

copycatters,

You know what?

you really know what i want now?

I can tell but it ll be a really wrong thing to do.

People will get mad & i ll make mai wondering again.

oke, i might just blurt some clues.

Its something related to this woman :(

i need a hug from someone i feel soooo comfortable with.

but i cant because maybe, im not the one.

Now that s what i call 'class' babeh~can i have that? thats the shit.

Thanks Rainee for the littlechat & mr.monster & nazihah.
Maybe, not everything is meant for me.
i hate today. im fcuk-ed up.
Like a dumb dog lamb.

2007-03-05T23:42:00.000-08:00

when i say my Life s almost Perfect.
I think it is. I get 2 satisfied Grades. B3 Maths & B3Eng :))
one sub i knew i could Score. & another sub i also knew i could make it.
There s a diff tau. score & could make it.
equals to can get more than a pass & can pass.
i was so amazed by my Eng cus Friends labelled me as 'always lowest'
but i made Azie proud & i beat them :))
hehs~// see azie, u havta be Confident.
Pass Malay & failed Chem (expect la)
ala but its only CommonTest oke =,= tamu bangge.

but but but kan,
nyott was proud of me!
YayAyy~~~~~~//

Im supposted to meet Syara but then she have this
Sports Heat last minute =,=
haiyOoOoo mamabuluu..
i want to eat MaggieMeeChopGimmie uhh.
tapi malas nak masak. haw haw?

i hopekn, aba bring home Whipcream so i can make
my Cheesecake :))
haisssssssss, i want Keropok Leko la!~
so lapar.
oke i gota make a call!

2007-03-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

One small little thing to say out clearly Loud.
''Eh pukimak, stop following me oke!''//

weee~ Yesterday eh, i have a blast with basically, MYSELF ;p
hehehehe// a long fine day & many things happen :))
i meet Lady Ira & minah and we get to eat for free with Kak Jun s friend &
2 MOS bouncers. One of them is a cutie la !~//
& after that, kite when to Cityhall link. Where ppl practise dance, bikes, skates wateve.
Yeah,yeah. I miss my Fres`co la sehh! h aha ~ da dpt jumpe.

& then & then i didnt want to go to YouthPark. so.............
i meet Andy & all at Esplanade! YAYAYAYAYAYYY~!!!!
i was hyped & i was the hypest.
I i swear i bumped into soooooooooooooper maaaaaaany orang orang.
since the start of the Day. even to Erin & Eyrkah!
who was there?
naqib all. ex-groo`fits. kampong ubi ppl. myspacers.
& everything.
hmmm; & surprise surprise,
hakim was there. girlfriend was there too~
yeah, now imagine how im supposted to react.
i didnt even dare to look at him. but i enjoyed my hearts out :))
even nisa s cute guyfriend was there/
ha h haHa ha~ & infront of me, my Crew coincidently sits there.
So 360 degrees friends. HA HA HA!~~!//
all i noe is that, i was running all around mcm budak kecik.
talk laugh shout gigit straw.sweaty ;p

well well :)) me min & nana s bf took 4shots pikcas & kelakar. ha ha~
there s a Birthday Girl there too~
we play-ed 'chap cili chap cili chap chap chap!'.
atu elfee carek cincin 50cent mak belikn. ha ha~//kental.

oo, atu 2 guys got drunk & thats when i got irritated =,=
huhh................
i fought with one of them, & u wont want to noe who.
sorry, & i when home straight away.
Thanks Andy!~ yaYAyAyAY//

Today i when to Rifhan `s Bruthe s wedding!
it inspires me to make my dream wedding in an Indian Concept.
Everyone was preety & handsome :))
like Bollywood stars!

>

Besides this, i want to say something to someone.
when u tried asking me to sit beside & talk to you.
when u asked me why im so sombong,
i didnt noe what to say or act.
i thought for awhile.
& i guess i got my answer.
because it seems awkward to be friends or closefriend with
you.
& if you ask me why awkward.
because i told u, im not like all ex-es.
because the story of you&me, its not just odinary love.

& i saw my HUGEST (if there s ever a word) CRUSH of mylife too
yesterday! his name?
Mohd Nur Hakim.
no, not that hakim,. its another hakim~ really.
he lived near me. He s my longest crush i ever had!
he shook hands with the friends & when its my turn, he said 'oo, hot'.
in malay. took me a few seconds to register &......
omg. i swear i smiled ALL THE WAY.
& when he went away with his friends, i still smiled.
he still makes me melt.
omg. omg. omg. AHHHHHH!~~~~ i feel like screaming la sehh.
until my friends beside me asked, 'eyh, why u smiling away?'
ahh! `aku suke. aku suke.

zihah!~ i miss you la! your blog no taggie :(
yesyes. our cupcakes & you inspired me.
maii ye la sorry sorry :(
syara yesyes! see you onTues bacins!
mira; hehehe; thanks babeh~ kikikikiki.. yang kali tag lagi . woOohOo/
farna time kash! i love u!

TODAY S HIGHLIGHT; MY SOUPER CRUSH.

after all those funtimes, i brokedown when i reach home yest.

2007-03-02T21:04:00.000-08:00

You already took apart of me. but My Life aint about you Only.

hello. I have to go to CityHall.
My dancecrew got a DanceBattle there & nk tinguk :))
wahhhhhhhhhh//////.... he thinks i didnt noe he have one.
ana tak boooooooodooooo la ehhhh~~.~
kokonut celop bodo. wateve =,=
my contact lens tear into 2 pieces :( haw sad?

2007-03-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

kn,omg. notice m missing tagboard?
Oke everybady go look to your right yg says 'Click here to TAG!~//'.
sorry if its a tiny winy tidious.
This is not my own skin & i cant insert a taggie here.
tatau nape =,=

its cute right the skin?
hehehehe;. oke.
I just finish baking FruitTarts. Its heavenly i tell you!
shud get the pikcas tomorrow :))

hmmmm; yestersday was 1 March. & as you noe,
............................................10?................... oke shuddup =,=
its just that my cell wake me up at 12mid sharp.
well it always does on every 1st month.

anywae; lalallaal~~ i ned to make a call.,

2007-02-28T06:56:00.000-08:00

eh hello everybady :))
today kan, i was the Genius in this box thingy game.
I was the first & the fastest to Crack the code babeh! ~
Yay~ yaou slut, bitch ;p ( especially to mai)
& i make a fool of myself. My air liur meleleh, when mai
bang the table with her hands. Daymn girl!
kikikiii~ it was good laugh.//

My Brownies ` gone! All flush down my big bruthe s
stomach. Pelahap! taek bacen mcm munyet cemate besa =,=
HahAhAhahaHa.., . still have the cheek to cover the tray with
another tray. See, my brownies taste nice too~!
&&&&& next week kan, im making Cheesecake! YAYyY~!//
eat eat eat. eat chocolate. we weee wewee~~

I Feel Like Dancing the hell out of me.
right now. Gosh where s Fres`co?

2007-02-27T02:43:00.000-08:00

i got back my English Test & i got 20 over 30!
i was shocked. It felt so good, u wont noe haw good.
& iralalala, lets shave our hair off,;. clean bold,
just like Britney. ha ha ha~.~

i did art after school & i changed my board to pink
cus tcher said this straight to my face ' What s this? It look like
the sea & the girl look like a mermaid.; =,= that was harse.
HAh ahA~ & i almost complete the board & im happy with it!
YAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA. i love Art :))

yeeeay~! we talked on the phone!~
& yay! he merepek =,= kikikiKikiki`..
oke fana sape? can tag my board tak?

today s Brownies time! weee.,,. .

2007-02-26T01:39:00.000-08:00

i had Oral & i did fairly well.
Not so bad :))
i had Social Studies.
Can i still pass it? tatau la;.

mum make me mad.
& thanks azie :))
syara s bruthe & muther comment make me smile :))

changin` blogskin people......

2007-02-25T08:11:00.000-08:00

i cut syara hair :))
oke, i when to a minahrep + matrep chalet on Sat.
& daymn it was BORING.
i when with Andy & Syam/. hehs~ at least,
the 3 of us could make out our own FUN.,
& munir came later, who replaced Syam. nyehhs~
korg tau tak, kite denga lagu Techno. hehehe';
then there s Reggaeton =,= damn the worst music.
i changed the CD to Eminem ( he rap good man! but chamillionare still 1st~), some
thug songs when she goes, '' dieorg nk denga Reggaeton la'//
@%^*&$(^*987.
sumpah i feel like being deaf for a moment but.,/.'
but i have Fun you noe. not with them all, but with us 3 :))
They ton, i didnt. but Thanks for sending me home eh Andy & Munir.
kikiki~~ & the food wasnt as nice.

First thing;
- i want Nata DeCoco ~~!//

Second thing;
- i need need need a new new Mascara now~..

Third thing;
- i forgot.

Anywaes; congrats to Nyottotot :))
& i dreamt something really really make-me-smile-so-wide 2 days ago.
& no if you think its about hakim =,=

2007-02-23T20:04:00.000-08:00

This is iDey. ha ha h~ helo idey :))

he s the nyott that im talkin` about.

& yesterdae; i got to noe that he noes Ikahchu.

SUPERMAN.,,,,,,SUPERGIRL ;ppppppppppp

kikikiki~~~~ funny sehh! aiyoOoyoo//., phsycotic (tatau spell)

oke wait, he willingly tells me some stories... ;D ~

shhh, and he was the one who s making my Day &

laugh like shit. oo, hello sepet :))

Today, there s Chingay. Im supposted to go with

Fresco Flujos` cus one of my Dancers is performing.

So musti support la =,= but but i dont have much dollars

so im going to my friend s chalet then! kikikii~~~

actually meet fresco first atu go chalet, tapie malas la//.

OKE, i think im having another upcoming dance Performance!

YAYYayaYa~~~ i miss grooving with them.

TAGGERS;

Rainee rainee! next week i make brownies for you oke!

hehEHeHehehe;

Joan go & make the TagBoard la deyyyy =,= & u hug me. sorry i was abit Blurrblurr

lady got crush on acaps ehhh... kikikik~

fiqah!~ ohh yeah yeah, they equals merepek. & thanks fiqah! hehhehe; fiqa u wait eh

nnt i link you for sure!

mira, u also takecare. go & repair your blog then i can read & tag.

jarnah yeah.. hehehehe; its cool its cool.. tinguk la sape models die ;p

shahidah! Later i link u oke? gimme a minute.!~~ & ofcourse i rmember. You re my

pri school friend ka kan!

MrNiceGuy i noe who u are.. hahahAH ahah a!~~~~~

emylia thanks oke babe! heHehehe~ keep on taggin` eh eh eh :)) makke me happy

mai ye ah, kau jahat, tenga oral nan kau pn nk kacau ;<>

hate engkau la tau!~

fishy kau lagi satu la fish! aHaHahaha~ kau maseh bully aku uhh =,= & kau slow, date aku

mmg tak pena btol. mlas nak tuka.

shuuy yeah! enjet enjet semut sape saket naek atas! heheHehe; cute eh lagu die. atu kn, aku suke kau. sebab kau suke cookies aka famous amos & my cupcakes! yay~ nnt aku buatkn kau lagi oke.

fatimah yeah im late. sedihh seh tadapat kasi cookies. Da finish sehh! HA haH`~

syara hehehee; kau also hot la babe. Keep long hair la! ehehehe';

oke, im changin my skin. So abit buzy :))

2007-02-23T01:56:00.000-08:00

You may have Burger, we have Ketupat
you may have Bruce Lee, we have Hang Jebat!~
You have your ah lia, we have our Minah
you wear your Sari, we were Kebaya!
Firiendly & preety, sexy dahsyatnya~
No need for flowes Oi! oi! crazy for Vespa :))

1. I ve watched Prison Break SEASON II :))
2. My belly hurts,.
3. I accidetally poke another hole beside my tongue while wearing
the stud =,= & its hurting.
4. I woke up from my sleep cus that song s playing thru my mind while im sleeping.
(a lonely September). dont ask, dont noe why.
5. Can i be a skatergirl? im goin` sk8boarding next week!
6.

he was so sweet. we were so happy. i miss you b.
i really do. Everytime i scroll thru our pictures, especially that
Night Safari night, it makes me think of us again. i really love
the feeling we had. we had that amazing feeling together.
i really really really treally weally miss you.
you want noe something b.. baby i love you. i love you.

English Common Test was :)) i think i can make it!~
fish & me didnt have a clue that everyone could hear us singin
Avril Lavigne s songs during Physics. nyEhSHshs~// sopaisehh.
even sofy laugh =,=

2007-02-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

hello~ today i am a happy girl. very very happy.
Because i bake lovely cookies! yay~ & i ll bring it for my

GunduGangs crazy beepers all :)) its very chocolaty.. & nice!

weeee.// happy happy annananananana~~~~~~

& then kan, i think im changin` my skin again,.

im sick of it already. huhuuu~

i had Maths Common Test & YAY!~ i manag-ed to finish it up/
all the Questions oke. but i noe i flung my Cummulative Frequences ;<

but i think i can pass. Abit more than a pass? :))

Tomorrow English.Daynm/.

I met Min just now after school & pass him something :))

oke minmin, the perfume enuf tak? hehehehe';

&&;&&&& bump into alot of people. ha haha!~ dottnoe why.

It was so kecoh sehh. Find stuffs all. Pengokot, stamps etc.

& cus i troubled him alot, i treate him 80cents icecream :)) :))

This is Fishy s cupcake!

kikiki/.//

oke sume; im happy too also cus;

Today s someone s Birrthday!

happy birthday to you....

happy hari jadi to you...

slamat birthday to someone.......

slamat hari Birthday!~ YAY AY aYaYaYAyayayYaYayaya//

a year older. kikiki~ 220207., :))

sorry i didnt ikot to play pool. hehs~ ''

lalalalallallaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~ i love my cookies!

anyone want one?

2007-02-20T22:28:00.000-08:00

hello love;
many many things yang happen.

SAT; Azie s Birthday chalet. (Pikcas, me in red radioactive)// we had fun man!
especially the walk at the Park. Scream here & there. ahhhhh~~~~ & i thought i saw
a friggin` ghost but its actually a nenek wearing a black jubah with dark green tudung =,=

SUN; had tuition :)) it was fun~ Eat FRUIT TARTS & bought home
FRUIT TARTS also.
makan with Family near Ayer Rajah market.
i beg father to go there cus my hair
was like a lion cus
i was havin` fun curling my hair like a lion at my aunt s house.

MON; to Jurong. meet Izzat then go out with Nazihah, but
tak jadi. She got hause-warming at my aunt s hause. Izzat tak baek sehh =,=
MAI & FISHY AKU TAK SUKE KAMU DUA =,= ~! !!//
i got nuthin better to do so chill at my
aunt s house. I stuffed myself with the FRUIT TARTS again :))

meet my Bruther at Bugis ard 8.//
Kedai tutop la gundu =,= so we walk-ed
to Suntec & Marina Bay atu esplanade :))
me & bruthe. jalan walk jalan.
saw izzat there too~
had our supper at BurgerKing & when home :))

TUES; Had a big breakfast at home then GO GoggoGo~
to IKEA with aunt & aunt & her daughter !~
awesome! played with stuffs all & alas i didnt buy anything sehh.
Cus mcm mls nak bawak balek rumah.
eat at Secret Recipe. Ordered my Prawn Penne.
the Chicken Cordon Bleu tasted like heaven!
& had our dessert, :)) 2 diff Cheesecakes! lovelove//
back to aunt s house & laugh macam org gile.

TOMORROW S his BIRTHDAY :))
i tertalk-ed to him on the cell & im
smiling when he said something.
*ketuk kepale*- reality check, FOR REAL.
nana, dont get carried away easily, oke.?
Yes boss!

i want eat Marble CheeseCake againnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~~~~~~
AAAAAHHHHH~// aku bule pengsan sedap.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
i miss nyottnyot.......................... :)) :))

dannnnnnnn kaaaaan;
i ve been stuffing myself ALOT since friday & the feelin` of FULL,
makes me miss the feeling of HUNGRY.................
oke i dont noe i cakap ape ;ppppppppp

i want make cookies later ! yay~ hersheys.
yesterday i dreamt that hakim s crazy over some girl named Yana. AHH!!
Ha ha HaHaha~~~ it friggin freakmeout & i woke up.

MAIIIIIIII ENGKAU KAWAN YG CUKUP JAHAT...............

oke la, cukup.
&&&& thanks Biman, For the SCRUBBS~~~~ kikiki.
langga becak. BAGUUUUUUS & hariz betrayal foever! kikikikikikiki.......

oke irritating =,=

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